Why did god take you away from me. Justin Bieber & Kendall Jenner

59.

Brittany's Pov~~*
(Two Weeks Later)

It's been two weeks since everything and honesty I ain't handling it well, Lindsay and I were taken into the police station that day, and we just got told that it was just a stupid fight over something irrelevant oh because seeing the boy you love kissing another girl is irrelevant especially if it's a girl who has made your life a living hell for three years. So we were let go and to not speak of the matter again to one another. And yes i am missing Justin like hell,I still love him that's not gonna change, i still cry half of the night, my heart reaching out to him though the other half of me still hates him for what he done, once a cheat always a cheat as they say.He's been trying to talk to me around school but i just can't be bothered anymore I seriously have had enough and just want to move on,but Justin is just constantly texting and calling me, like why is he so desperate. My girls have been an amazing support through all this, especially Ashley I don't no where I would be without there support, and school work is a distraction so it takes my mind of Justin for a while until the thoughts come creeping back and I relive it all again like one big nightmare that is never gonna end.

Today is Saturday and I am going shopping with the girls, it's been great to just spend time with them because i spent all my time with Justin and never made time for them so I am happy that I am finally getting that chance to

"You ready to go Brittany?". Shouted Ashley from the bottom of the stairs

"Yeah just coming". I grabbed my handbag off the bed, sliding it down so it was hanging on the inside of my elbow, I shoved my phone inside my pocket

This is what I'm wearing today http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m0mzsdGc8Y1rqqttoo1_500.png

These shoes are quite comfortable actually, I walked carefully down the stairs, joining the other girls who were waiting down at the bottom there is only four of us going shopping the other four have dates today, we did one great big group hug and then headed outside and got inside Ashely's car, and blasted out some backstreet boys and started singing like crazy just having a good time and a good laugh with the best people in my life, I should be having more laughs and good times likes this, because I have been constantly locked up in that Room feeling sorry for myself, It's hard to try and let go of Justin he has this sort of hold over me that I can't forget, i remember it All Too Well, i know I deserve better I just wish he would stop trying to get me back because when he's doing that, that makes me miss him more, makes me wanna just rush to his house and jump into his arms, I miss his arms you know I really do, just his strong muscular warm arms wrapped around me holding me so close to him,while he whispers comforting sweet words to me. I beg for his touch, his kiss, dam I miss those soft lips on mine, god I just so want to cry right now, this broken heart of mine ain't easy.

"You Alright Brittany". Nicole asked as we sat in the back seat of the car with the roof off letting the wind rush through my hair as we were driving a long the road

"Yeah i'm fine, Just thinking about things that's all Nicole nothing serious".

"And would these things happen to be without Justin".

"Yeah I just miss him so much I don't think I can do this no more Nick". That's the nickname we give Nicole

"I know its hard right now and it hurts really badly, but you will move on and find someone better and who will spoil you with love and not material things not saying justin didn't spoil you with love because well he kinda did but you know what I mean you deserve better and you have to tell yourself that you do everyday".

"Your right I know I do deserve better, but this might sound stupid, but all I want is justin and it doesn't matter how many times he hurts me it's always gonna be him and no one else".