Why did god take you away from me. Justin Bieber & Kendall Jenner

60.

Justin's Pov~~*

"You Still there?". I heard her voice speak right from inside the door does this mean she wants to talk to me??

"Yeah i'm still here Brittany, i told you i ain't leaving until you let me talk to you and i mean what i say". I heard her unlock the door, my heart quicked, i stood up, and stood in front of her door, as she poked her head out of the door, that beautiful face, the face that i have missed so much, i could see a lot of pain and hurt in her eyes, the pain and the hurt that i have caused her hate myself so much right now, it looked like she had been crying, they looked all red and puffy, fuck this

"Come in". Her sweet quiet little voice spoke, she opened the door wider for me and i stepped inside her warm heated room, she closed the door behind me, and i turned to face her, everything was silent and awkward, she kept her head down staring at the floor with her arms folded i knew she didn't want me here but she has to hear me out okay

"You gonna give me the chance to explain to you what exactly happened". I just have to make sure she is willing to take the time and listen to me

"Well thats why i let you in, you five minutes and then you leave okay". She still wasn't giving me any eye contact i just wish she would look at me in the eye

"Okay whatever you want.......... Okay i know what you saw shocked you, and hurt you so much".

"Hahaha no kidding justin".

"Just listen okay Brittany, but when you seen what you saw, you saw it in the completely different context, okay i'll get on with it but anyway, that day i got home from school as normal, had my dinner and everything and then went upstairs to do some homework, and get some things ready for you to stay, so while i was sitting there on my bed looking on my laptop, i heard footsteps coming up stairs, i thought it was either my mom or you coming, so i was kinda shocked to see Lindsay walk into my room, i asked her what she was doing in my house, she said so she could see me, i asked her why, she says because she felt like, she lied to my mom and said she was there to work on a project with me can't believe my mom bought it but of course she would buy it because she didn't know who she was, but anyway she started going on and on at how your no good for me and that i deserve better but really its the other way round, i told her that she needed to leave but she kept going and on and on rambling on about random shit i didn't get, she kept saying how me and her would be good together i told her that she can wish that dream goodbye that my heart only belongs to you. And thats when she kissed me, and i wasn't expecting that at all, i tried pushing her away, but she wouldn't, she tensed up her muscles to make it harder for me, and thats when you walked in, and saw what you saw and took it the wrong way, and Brittany all i can say is that i am really sorry for the pain and hurt i have caused you, that hurt me to see you like that, but i love you, i love you more than life itself, i hope you believe me, because i wouldn't make that up".

"Wow Justin you just won't stop lying will you, a mean come on who are you kidding, you are not kidding me, a bet you sat at home and thought that whole story up and tried to make it sound convincing, wow you have a sad life, and love me pfft please give me a break, don't make the door hit you on the way out now".

"Brittany please you have to believe me, i just told you the truth, and nothing but the truth why won't you believe it".

"Justin i don't know what to believe anymore, but you know that i LOVE you, and what you did to me was unforgivable, thats why i can't even look at you right now". I took a step closer to her, and she backed away a little

"Baby you think i don't love you, please look at me, come just look at me".

But no matter how many times i told her to look at me she wouldn't, i could see her lip trembling, i don't want her to cry it hurts me when i see her cry, it breaks my heart.