Issues

Unobtainable

Emily's POV

I just told Ali that I love her and as I look into her eyes, I see tears building up. Please God tell me those are happy tears. I remain quiet but my eyes beg her to break this deafening silence. End this silence with just four little words. "I love you too" is all that it'll take for my heart held in the palm of your hands to start beating again.

Wiping away her tears, Ali tucks the cloth underneath her arms, keeping herself clothed as she reaches out and holds my face in her hands. I'm starting to cry now because this is such an emotional and vulnerable moment for me. For us really.

Gently wiping away my tears, Alison says, "Emily.... when I look at you, I see a future. I see hope for lasting happiness. You're unbelievably beautiful on the outside. Don't get me wrong, that's a plus, but what I'm drawn to the most is your heart, your loyalty, your unwavering protectiveness, your intelligence, your spunky tendencies, and your ability to be vulnerable with me. You are so much more than just a beautiful model that takes beautiful pictures. Emily, you make me feel safe, loved, and appreciated. No one has ever loved me the way that you love me. For so long now, I've felt like love was unobtainable for me. My heart and my soul were so badly beaten down. I thought that I would never recover. But day by day, you've helped heal those wounds and thoughts of doubt and insecurity. I can't hide my feelings anymore either. Emily, I want you. I need you. Baby I love you too".

And with that, life was breathed back into me again. I'm in love with an incredible woman and she loves me too. The feeling inside me in this moment is indescribable. All I can do is smile and pull her close as our lips crash against one another's. Even through tears of joy falling down our cheeks, we kiss each other like we've never kissed before. Every kiss and every touch electrifies something within me and intensifies my love for her. I can hear my heart pounding in my ears. I finally know what it feels like to have that good kind of ache in your chest that you only get when you're in love.

Stopping suddenly, Ali pulls away and takes a step back. My lips feel cold and bare now without her. I reach out for her body but she stops me. Instead, she lifts my chin up to have me look her in the eyes. I look at her, slightly confused and desperate to feel her touch once more. Ali seems to pick up on this and flashes me her famous smirk before she reaches for the cloth, unties it, and lets it fall to the floor. My mouth drops open and I'm left utterly speechless. My eyes slowly take in every ounce and every curve of her naked body glowing in the dewy candlelight. Just the sight of Ali standing confident and naked in front of me sets my body on fire.

"Are you just gonna stare at me or are you gonna have your way with me?" Ali says seductively while biting her lip.

And with that, her words snap me out of my trance. I lunge towards her, slipping my hand around the nape of her neck, and forcefully pulling her in for a kiss. Ali encircles her arms around my lower waist and pulls me close to her. Pure, intense lust pours through my veins with each passing kiss. I flick my tongue across her lips, asking for entrance, but Ali only smiles and refuses to let me in. God this woman is such a tease, but I love every bit of it. Deciding to show her who's in charge, I continue to kiss her while I slowly move my hand down her back, eventually grabbing a handful and squeezing her butt. A small gasp of pleasure escapes her lips, giving me enough room to slide my tongue into her mouth. Ali fights me for dominance, but of course I win because she's finally mine and I will have my way with her.

Ali's focus turns to my waist where she starts to lift up by top. Only for a second, I break our kiss to allow her to take my top off, revealing my plum colored, lace bra. Ali smiles widely, clearly pleased with what she sees. I quickly lift her up and she wraps her legs around my waist as I walk us over to the table. Once we crash into the table, I switch my focus from her intoxicating lips and begin to trail kisses to her cheek and down towards her neck. Pulling her long hair to the other shoulder, Ali tilts her neck back to give me better access. Soft kisses and light sucking turn into more intense kisses and sucking on her pulsating neck as Alison's audible moans escape her lips. Neither one of us care that I was going to leave a mark. Things were getting quite heated between us. I would fight for dominance, but then Ali would do things like run her hand up the back of my neck and tug on my hair as we kissed. I was quickly becoming putty underneath her touch. Alison's hand drifts down my back, just stopping short of the top of my butt. Still kissing me, she uses one hand to cup my face while she uses the other hand to forcefully pull me closer to her center. I've honestly never been this turned on in my life. I wanted her more than ever before and I could tell she felt the same way.