I'm In Love With My Teacher

I'll never be whole again

Oh gosh guys! I have writer's block x_x. You're gonna have to tell me how this chapter is :).

The music was loud as hell. Ian parked the car a few feet down and we walked the rest of the way. Cait and I walked in front of him.

"Have a drink, have a snack, have fun," the bouncer said robot-like, like he was being paid to say that.

The house was huge, now I understood why they had bouncers. It was rich in finance and in style.

The space surrounding the fountain was full of people of all ages. Mostly college kids...like me.

"Don't drink," Ian ordered in my ear harshly.

Excuse me? "Why the fuck not?"

"Don't curse at me, Brianna. You know better. You're upset? Well guess what? I'm pretty fucking pissed too."

I made a snarl and walked away to the bar first which was placed on the lawn right beside the palm tree.

"Could I have a pina colada please?"

"How old are you?" the bartender asked.

"Old enough to be here, now get me my drink."

"Feisty, i like it. This one's on me," a man with brown hair sat beside me. He had intense, piercing blue eyes that could see right through my soul. He was tall and by his impassive expression I could tell he was as controlling as Ian. He was scorching hot. Not as hot as Ian, Ian was in a different category by himself, but all together hot.

"Why don't you try something stronger?" he asked.

"What do you have in mind?"

"Get the lady a sierra silver tequila with a shot of vodka."

"You sure bout that?" the bartender asked.

The man shot him a glare and he scurried off.

"I'm Ashley," I said as I extended my hand towards him.

"And I'm Johnny Depp, nice to meet you. Now tell me your real name sweetheart."

I narrowed my eyes at him. The bartender came back with my drink. He took it and left a tip on the table as he took my hand possessively and led me to the entrance of the house.

He handed me my drink.

"Who did you come here with beautiful?"

"No one."

"I don't see how we can get acquainted if you won't tell me the truth."

"How do you know..."

He smirked, "I just know. I'm Gideon."

"I'm Brianna..."

"Ah, what a nice name. Brianna," he said rolling the 'r'. His voice was husky and sexy. This damn Alpha male.

"You haven't tasted your drink," he said seductively.

"Maybe because I know you want in my panties," I replied back bravely.

He flung his head backwards and laughed. It was a dry laugh but he looked amused.

He leaned over to whisper in my ear, "Sweetheart, If I wanted you in my bed, I wouldn't need a drink to do it."

Shivers ran up and down my spine. Who was this guy? He lightly kissed my neck and put the distance that was there before back. Desire burned hot through my veins. I didn't want to do something I would regret.

Ladies walked by us, and stared ta him until he was no longer in their vision. Did I really wanna get caught up by this alpha?

"Excuse me," I said walking backwards, "I need to find my friend."

"See you around," he smirked. It was both a threat and a promise.

I found Cait easily. She was in the middle of a group of guys making googly eyes at her. Yeah, yeah she's hot. I pulled her through the crowd as they complained.

"Hey! I was enjoying the attention," she complained.

"I know but I got caught up in this guy and he's hot. He's like sex on legs. Not Ian hot but really hot. And he's making me want him without even trying and I don't wanna do something I might regret."

"What about Ian?"

My heart started aching immediately. She saw the hurt expression on my face and slapped herself whispering "stupid, stupid, stupid"

"Where is he?" I asked.

"I don't know. He was looking pretty...self-contained. His face was impassive and he walked away as quickly as you did, after telling me not to drink too much."

"I need to find him, I need to know."

"You need to know?"

I stared at her speaking with my eyes, "I need to know Cait."

She nodded and kissed my cheek warning me about what I might get myself into.

I checked downstairs first where I was. Then went upstairs to the second floor which was full of bis, gays, and lesbians. So I took the other stairs to the third floor and final floor. I found him right away, in the hall facing me.

A girl was knelt in front of him. Her head and hair was gripped tightly by his hand as he pushed it forward and pulled backward. I gasped. His eyes locked with mine. His face was impassive and expressionless. He looked more angry than in pleasure. He didn't stop. He kept doing it as we stared at each other. My chest pained me like hell as I watched. I couldn't tear my eyes away. His body jerked and I knew he was coming as his jaw clenched. He stepped away and zipped up his pants like nothing happened. The poor girl. Tears filled my eyes and the pain in my chest got worse as I gripped it violently trying to take the hurt away. He walked my way and the closer he got the further we became distant. I fell to my knees on the floor.

"Now you know how I felt, how much your words had hurt me," he said as he bent down to raise me up off the floor.

I fell instantly into his arms as I curled up and surrendered to my heartbreak.