Cinta Tanpa Prejudis

NOT JUST YOU

Aleesya POV

Debaran dadaku berdetak dengan laju sekali saat mataku terpaut pada sepasang mata yang merenungku dari jauh. Pandangan Aeris yang sukar dimengertikan membuat diriku tidak tentu arah. Bunyi petikan gitar sudah mula kedengaran. Sesekali aku tunduk kerana malu apabila menjadi tatapan di orang sekelilingku.

Darling,
I know your heart's seen better times.
I know our songs had better rhymes.
Before today, no...

Darling,
I guess I made the wrong mistakes.
I understand if you need your space.
Please take your time.
Before you go away, so far away,
You need to realize.

Baby, it's not just you.
You know it hurts me too.
Watching you leave,
With tears on your sleeve
Don't you notice that mine aren't exactly dry?

Baby, it's not just you.
That's hurting,
It's me too.

I'm sorry,
I wasn't there to catch the fall.
I didn't hear you when you've called,
All of those nights.

Please don't forget the good days with me.
I can make back the heart aching beat
When it gets dark and it's hard to see,
I'll turn on the lights.

Before you go away, so far away
I really need you to know.

Baby it's not just you.
You know it hurts me too.
Watching you leave,
With tears on your sleeve
Don't you notice that mine aren't exactly dry?

Baby, it's not just you
That's hurting
Hey, it's me too

I'm not giving up,
You don't have to leave,
I am willing to beg 'til I break my knees,
I believe in us,
Don't give up on me,
Girl I know that you're hurting.
And I'm sorry for the pain,
I promise that I'll change,
Forgive me, forgive me.

Baby it's not just you.
You know it hurts me too.
Watching you leave,
With tears on your sleeve
Don't you notice that mine aren't exactly dry?
(not exactly dry, baby)
Baby, it's not just you.
You know it hurts me too.
We had it all
How could we fall,
Baby I thought we would never die.

Baby, it's not just you
That's hurting
It's me too

Baby, it's not just you
That's hurting
It's me too

Baby, it's not just you
Baby, it's not just you
Baby, it's not just you
It's me too

Bunyi tepukan yang gemuruh daripada semua tetamu yang hadir membuatkan aku tersenyum. Diriku diulit dengan perasaan bangga dan kagum kerana memiliki suami yang berbakat seperti Aeris. Lelaki itu bukan sahaja memiliki wajah yang tampan seperti kacukan Inggeris, malah dia juga memiliki bakat yang tidak pernah aku sangkakan sebelum ini.

Dendangan lagu Not Just You by Cody Simpson itu dinyanyikan oleh Aeris dengan sempurna sekali sehingga menyentuh gelora jiwa ku yang mula tidak keruan. Suara dan petikan gitarnya bersatu menjadi memori yang terindah dalam hidupku.

Bait-bait lirik tersebut aku hayati dengan sepenuh jiwa. Mindaku kini serabut dengan pengakuan Aeris melalui persembahannya sebentar tadi walaupun lelaki itu masih tidak mengakui tiga perkataan keramat yang aku nantikan selama ini.