Being best friends with Steph LaChance, Mitch Marners gorgeous girlfriend comes with some consequences. Some being the fact that Auston Matthews hates you with a burning passion. But can different interactions over time change that? Or just make eve...
After the movie Auston was rude again, we got home and I thanked him for taking me but he was mad that I didn't enjoy it. It's not that I didn't enjoy it, I was just scared.
At this point it was 1 in the morning, thunder storming and I couldn't sleep. I wasn't scared about the movie, it's just finally starting to set in what happened to me. I was cheated on. I don't know why. Was I not good enough? Was I not pretty enough? What's so wrong with me that my boyfriend of a year and a half cheated on me with some blonde bimbo?
I started crying, but I didn't want Auston to still be awake and hear me, so I walked outside to my balcony. I was just standing there, looking out over the city, watching the rain and lightning and listening to the thunder, letting tears stream down my face.
I was really hurt. I didn't know how to cope with these feelings. I wasn't happy about being single, I was in love with Justin. He destroyed me. I was only outside for two minutes when I heard a knock on the patio door.
I turned around and to see Auston stepping out onto the balcony with me.
"Why are you out here?" He asked, standing beside me, not making eye contact.
I didn't say anything, I just shrugged my shoulders.
"Its okay to talk about how you're feeling. It helps." He put his hand on my forearm, slightly rubbing it with his thumb.
I turned my face in the opposite direction of him because I started to cry even more. I didn't want him to see me crying, it was embarrassing. I tried to wipe away my tears without him noticing but instead he grabbed my chin and turned it towards him. He saw just how upset I was and his face softened into a concerned look that I've never seen before from Auston.
"(Y/N)" he whispered sadly.
I threw myself into him, burying my tear filled face into his chest and started sobbing.
"Why doesn't anyone want me? Why am I not good enough for anyone?" I cried
He wrapped his strong arms tightly around me and smoothed my hair with his hand in an effort to calm and soothe me. I just kept crying.
"Nobody is ever going to love me." I mumbled quietly, still crying.
"What was that?" Auston asked
I repeated myself, louder this time.
"No, that's not true. Just because one asshole did that to you doesn't mean anything about how someone else will treat you." He looked me in the eyes sweetly, wiping the tears from my face.
We walked back into the apartment together, at this point I was freezing with goosebumps covering my body.
"Follow me." Auston sighed and lead me into the bathroom, he turned on the shower. When I was sad, hot showers were my favourite thing.
I don't know how he knew that, or if he just guessed, but he knew what he was doing.
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My shower was my favourite place in my house, it was dark and relaxing and modern. I take a lot of showers, just because I love it so much.
After the water was warm and the bathroom began to fill up with steam Auston told me to get in.
"But, you're in here..." I said confused
"Not like I haven't seen everything already," he sighed, "just get in."
He was right, and at this point I really didn't care, if I really wanted him to leave I would have told him to leave.
I got undressed, Auston pretty much just looked at the floor the entire time, and then I walked into the shower and stood underneath and constant stream of hot water.
A couple minutes later I felt Auston touch my shoulder. I've never realized how much taller he is than me until now. He towers over me.
"Is this okay? I'm cold too..." he asked, I nodded, agreeing with what he was doing, not taking my eyes off of his.
Yes he has seen me completely naked, but him on the other hand, I've never even seen him with out a shirt on.
He smirked at me slightly before he started gently running his fingers through my long hair. He grabbed shampoo and started massaging it through my hair, I was surprisingly calm. I completely forgot about how rude he always is to me. I was wondering why he was being so nice.
He helped me rinse his hair and began to rub my shoulders, he was basically putting me to sleep, right there in the shower. He gently placed a kiss on my shoulder before getting out of the shower, I just stood there for a few more minutes, shocked at what exactly just happened.
I shut off the shower and put on my favourite pajamas, a pink silk tank top and shorts set. They were so comfy. I French braided my hair so when I woke up it would be nicely wavy. And then I walked around my apartment quietly. I didn't see Auston anywhere so I assumed he went to bed.
I walked in my room and went to bed, actually being able to fall asleep this time was nice.
