Developed Love || Auston Matthews (Completed)

Chapter 29

Authors note - hey guys! Another question. Who are your favourite hockey players?
Mine are Sean Monahan and Johnny Gaudreau because they're literally like brothers and best friends and they are so special and adorable and I love them so much. And of course Auston Matthews and Mitch Marner, I love them for pretty much the same reason I love mony and Johnny, they're just so cute and uggggh I love them lol.

I was flying back to Toronto tomorrow morning, these past few days with my siblings really have been fun. I hung out with Britt Rosenberg and Sean Monahan for a couple hours yesterday, we went for lunch and went shopping.

We came up with names for the babies too.

If they are two boys their names are going to be Caleb Carson and Kade Benjamin

If they are a boy and a girl their names will be Jacob Carter and Luna Zoey

And if they are two girls their names will be Siân Anastasia and Isabella Elena

I told Steph about the names we picked and she loves them all, in fact she even helped us with the name Siân, it's Irish and so beautiful. It's pronounced "Sharn".

It was already 11:30pm and I had to be at the airport for 6am so I was about to go to bed, but Steph texted me a picture of something. I expected it to be something funny or maybe a cute picture of Mitch? She always sent me stuff like that. But no, it was a picture of Auston. More importantly it was a picture of Auston with some girl under his arm kissing him on the cheek. It was an Instagram post made by a girl named Emily. Her caption was "wow, I sure did miss this one, glad to be back by your side 😘❤️"

Did Auston have some secret girlfriend he wasn't telling me about? What was I supposed to do about this?

I burst out crying and called Steph instantly.

"Hello?!" She answered frantically and I started wailing to her.

"Who is she? Did you meet her?" I was bawling.

"He said they were friends, she came down from Arizona to visit him I guess!" She tried to calm me down but it wasn't working.

"Steph! They aren't just friends! Look at her post! What the fuck is that!?" I was bawling.

Instead of waiting for the morning I called a taxi and went to the airport now. Luckily there was a flight to Toronto that was going to take off at 1am, I had just enough time to make it on that plane.

Me
"Im gonna be back by like 7ish in the morning, can you please grab me from the airport?"

Stephy💝
"I'll be there babes don't worry"

Thank god I had Steph, she was amazing.

Just before I boarded the plane and had to shut off my phone I sent Auston a simple text.

Me
"Don't bother to pick me up from the airport, I won't be there."

And with that, I was on the plane and in the air.

When I landed I took my phone off of airplane mode and started receiving literally tons of messages from Auston.

Auston Matthews
"What the fuck why?"
"Hello?!"
"Can you answer me?"
"Where are you (Y/N)?!"
"I'm worried about you just text me!"

I sighed and finally caved and texted him.

Me
"I took an earlier flight home."

I went to baggage claim and found my luggage, and also an extremely tired looking Steph, accompanied by Mitch who never looked tired. I hugged them both, they both knew what was going on. I looked to Mitch for some hope, but he looked away. Something more happened than just a picture.

Auston Matthews
"I'm coming over."

We got back to the apartment Steph and I shared and I went to my room and not 10 minutes after being home, Auston burst into my room.

I didn't know what to do, we both looked at each other. I think he knew that I knew what was going on but I didn't want to tell him I knew.

I took a deep breath and let out a heavy sigh before speaking.

"Who's Emily, Aus?" I looked him in the eyes.

His expression was stone cold. Like he was mad at me, but he had nothing to be mad at me for.

"What do you mean who's Emily? Were you snooping? Looking for some sort of evidence that I'm cheating on you?" He hasn't used this tone with me for a while, since before we started getting along.

"No Auston, I wasn't, Steph sent me that picture but I'm pretty sure it was Syd who found it first. I trusted you." I looked at him, his facial expression didn't change, it was like he was a sculpture.

"Emily and I are friends. You have guy friends don't you? Sean Monahan is one, you hung out with him while you were away. Why can't I hang out with Emily?" He was trying to make a valid point but he doesn't understand these two things are different.

"Yeah I did, I hung out with him and his girlfriend who I am also very good friends with. I also didn't take a picture with him, kissing him on the cheek and posting a cheesy lovey caption on Instagram." I stated coldly. I was angry and I had every right to be.

Auston was searching his brain for something to say.

"Fine. You're right. And for your information, Emily and I had sex too. Yeah. I cheated on you. And it was really good sex, so good that I didn't even think of you once during it." He looked me dead in the face, he was one hundred percent serious.

I couldn't say anything, I was speechless. It was like I was an ant and Auston just squished me like a fucking bug. He crushed me, he broke me, he hurt my fucking heart so bad.

He just stood there, staring at me, i was staring back at him. And that's when it happened. I burst into tears and rage and sadness. I felt like I was dying.

Auston didn't say anything. He just left.

"AUSTON WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU DO?!" I heard Mitch yell at him and Steph came running into my room, holding me in a tight hug.

She started crying with me. Mitch came in and sat on the other side of me, they were both hugging me, trying to soothe me, the pain I was feeling was unbearable. I wanted to die so badly. Why wasn't I good enough for anyone.

When Justin cheated on me, Steph and Mitch left me all alone with Auston. I was crying about him cheating on me and I asked Auston why I would never be good enough for anyone. He said that wasn't true. He helped me through that time of hurt and sadness. But somehow, this hurt more. For some reason, being with Auston was everything I've ever wanted in a relationship. He's so kind to me, he treated me like a princess. I've only been with him for like 2 months unofficially or something like that but him doing this to me, hurts so much more than what Justin ever did to me.

I cried a lot and instead of doing anything today, Mitch and Steph laid in bed with me and we watched bones, my favourite television show. We got pizza and sweets, they were trying so hard to make this better, but I felt like I would die of a broken heart before being loved again.