Developed Love || Auston Matthews (Completed)

Chapter 8

I took a really long shower, I was thinking about this situation. What was I going to tell Steph and Mitch? Was I going to tell them? Where was this friendship or relationship or whatever it was with Auston going now? Will Auston hate me once again after a couple days?

All these thoughts and feelings and fears rushing through my mind ended up giving me a headache. Instead of being normal and getting over it I sat on the floor of my shower with my knees pulled into my chest and I just relaxed there with the hot water running over me like a waterfall.

I lost my virginity, I'm 19 for gods sake I should have lost it a long time ago when all my friends were losing theirs. Auston probably thought I was such a loser. I was in a relationship for a year and a half and I didn't have sex with him, but Auston Matthews and his charm and sex appeal come along and my panties practically fall off of my body.

I didn't know what I was going to do at this point, but I've been in the shower for so long that the hot water was starting to run out so I got up and shut it off, I walked out of the shower into my steam filled bathroom and dried off, being sure to moisturize and fix my hair and makeup. I put on a pair of silk shorts and an oversized black sweater that I got in Calgary as a gift a few months back from my good friend Britt Rosenberg. She was dating a player on the Flames, Sean Monahan, he's a great guy, if it hadn't been for Britt dating him, I would be all over him.

I walked into the living room to find Auston, but Auston wasn't there, just his phone and a note.

(Y/N), just went out to get food, I wasn't sure how long you would be in the shower for, I hope everything is OK, if you need to talk about anything we can chat when I'm back.

I was going to text him, but of course, being Auston, he left his phone. I'm not really into being in people's business but I was curious, I just pressed the home button. To my surprise there were some texts.

Emma Q.
"Hey cutie, miss you tons, can't wait to see you when you come back home again 😉"

Jord😍
"Missing your hugs, and everything else about you."

Mitchell🤢
"See you tomorrow morning buddy"

I put the phone back down before Auston knew I had been looking at it, I didn't want him to think I was some psychotic bitch or something. But it sucked that he has hoes like that, who are they? I'm not even dating Auston, why should I care? He's going to go back to hating me in a couple days anyways.

I waited in the kitchen for Auston to get back, when he did, he brought back Mucho Burrito.

"I hope you like Mexican food... it's not really authentic though." He laughed

I smiled at him.

"Authentic?" I asked

"Yeah my moms Mexican, so I mean, it's nothing like what she makes." He laughed.

"¿Hablas Español?" I asked (do you speak Spanish)

"Lo hago, ¿verdad?" He laughed at me (I do, do you?)

"Mis abuelos son de mexico así que hablo con ellos en español pero normalmente no lo uso" I stated. (my grandparents are from mexico so i talk to them in spanish but i usually don't use it)

"Well you're fluent that's for sure, but your accent doesn't sound proper." He said making fun of me

I rolled my eyes but I knew he was right, he sounded like he spoke Spanish more than he spoke English.

We ate our food and then cuddled on the couch, watching lights out. I've already seen this movie but I hated it, it scared me so much, I was already afraid of the dark, I didn't need some fucked up movie putting scary thoughts into my mind.

After the movie ended I was practically asleep in Austons lap while he smoothed my hair with his hand repeatedly.

"I'm tired." I said yawning and getting up from his lap

"Are you going to bed?" He asked, furrowing his brows

"Yeah I can't stay up any longer, I'm sorry."

"That's okay!" He smiled, winking subtly at me.

I walked up to my room and the apartment was fairly dark, and me being me, scared of everything I practically jumped out of my skin and nothing and fell on the floor our of fear. I must have made a loud thud because I heard Auston yell.

"Is everything okay?"

"Yep! I just dropped my phone!" I lied, rolling my eyes at my stupid excuse.

I crawled under my covers and fell asleep almost instantly.

Authors note
Sorry this chapter wasn't awesome by any means, I just needed something to transition back into life with Steph and Mitch! But the story will just keep getting better! I promise (: