Developed Love || Auston Matthews (Completed)

Chapter 49

(Y/N)'s POV

I was finally released from the hospital and off that stupid suicide watch thing. Mitch and Steph came to pick me up, and I knew now that I was going to be treated like a baby. They were going to have to know where I was at all time and all that shit, but I'm an adult and I shouldn't have to let my friends be my parents. I would be fine. I guess I just overreacted.

The car ride was silent, nobody talked, the radio was off and I just stared into the streets of Toronto as we drive home. I got up into my room and found my phone were I left it, right on the charger, I noticed I had a lot of messages, a lot from my siblings. I prayed to god Steph and Mitch didn't tell my family about what happened.

Group chat: Jennika, Marlie, Ethan, Kiefer

Jennika: SHAYLENE IS HAVING TWO GIRLS OH MY GOD

Marlie: YES THATS WHAT I WAS HOPING FOR!!!!

Kiefer: Congrats Ethan! Next pregnancy better be two boys haha

Ethan: Thanks guys! Next pregnancy will be two boys Kief, they'll be legends like us lol.

Marlie: so what are their names going to be again?

Ethan: Siân Anastasia and Isabella Elena 💝

Jennika: THE most beautiful names for THE most beautiful nieces

Kiefer: I can't wait to meet them!

Ethan: 4 months and they will be here!

Marlie: eeek! I can't believe we're gonna be aunts and uncles! We're getting so old!

Jennika: yeah except (Y/N)! She's still 19, a young lass. 😂

Kiefer: lol

Ethan: god I would kill to be 19 again, everything is so easy, no worries in the world.

Marlie: I know right? (Y/N) you better live it up now while life is still easy.

I groaned after reading all those texts messages, but I was more than happy to know I'd be getting two new nieces. I couldn't wait to meet them, I just wanted them here already.

I scrolled through Instagram a bit, I needed to know what Jordyn looked like, so I searched her profile. After a little bit of scrolling, I came to the conclusion that I was much hotter than her and I really did not see what Auston saw in her.

I was going to text him, I wanted to text him so badly, but I knew it was wrong. I wasn't ready to give him a second chance this early. Maybe after some time I'd let him back in, but I wasn't ready to do it yet.

But it was just my luck wasn't it? Of course, the man who destroyed me and everything we had, just came pummelling into my room. His hair was a mess and he looked like he had cried all of his tears.

He just stood there, in my doorway staring at me. I was staring back at him, I didn't know what to do. All of these emotions were running through me and I was feeling angry and upset and a million other things. I didn't want to say something and make this situation worse, so I just kept quiet.

"(Y/N)," he began, his voice shaky and unsure.

I looked away, breaking eye contact, mostly because I felt tears coming on and I didn't want to show him how badly he had hurt me.

"(Y/N), please look at me." He begged.

I shook my head, I couldn't say anything because if I opened my mouth, the lump in my throat would bring on even more tears.

"Please!" He begged again, walking closer to my bed.

"I'm sorry!" He said after a long moment of silence.

"And you were sorry last time too weren't you? And what about Breyana? You said that put it into perspective for you, yet here you go again, fucking other girls." I snapped, tears falling from my eyes and blurring my vision.

Auston didn't say anything, he just sat there staring off into the distance, he knew I was right, but he also knew he was so wrong.

"I'm sorry." He spoke quietly, wiping a tear from his face.

"I think we need to take a break Auston. Not seeing other people, just time to ourselves, and when we are ready, we will figure out our relationship again." I worked up the courage to say what needed to be said, and Auston nodded his head slowly and got up from the side of my bed where he was sitting. He left my room, I heard him say bye to Steph as he left.

When I knew he was gone, I burst into tears once again. I was worried I fucked everything up, I was worried that by taking a break it would only make this situation worse.

Austons POV

I got into the drivers side of my blacked out Range Rover and went for a drive, I didn't really know where I was going, but I ended up at a ridge, over looking the city. It was beautiful and calming, like I needed to be here in this moment. I would bring (Y/N) here when we were back together. But I didn't know how long that would be...

Me
"When will you be in Toronto?"

Jordyn
"10 days. Did my little Auston change his mind?"

Me
"Maybe😏"

I didn't want to hurt (Y/N) anymore, this was going to be a secret. And I was about to play with fire...