Chapter 17: Again
Kung ano pa yung gustong-gusto mong makalimutan, iyon naman yung lagi mong naaalala or should I say lagi mong inaalala? Juice colored! Do something on my heart, delete those unwanted feelings..
Memories, emo songs.. Paksht! Wala na, baha-luha na naman. Ubos-tissue. Maga-mata. I hate how a song can bring a thousand memories.
NOW PLAYING: Breakeven (The Script)
What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you.
And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up that you're ok.
I'm falling to pieces.
They say bad things happen for a reason.
But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding.
Cos he moved on while I'm still grieving.
And when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven.
It’s been two months, pero hirap na hirap pa rin akong mag move on. Minsan naisip kong umalis nalang. Magresign kaya ako, mas madali siguro akong makakalimot kapag hindi ko na sya nakikita. Pero ayoko, ayokong isipin nyang apektado ako.
Running away from problems is just like.. a race that you can never win.
Don't be stressed with the things you cannot change. Just look up, pray, and trust Him. Everything will be okay. I sighed.
3 months later. Nasasanay na ako. Dumating na rin sa puntong hindi ko na naiisip na itext siya o hintayin ang text niya. Naging busy ako sa ibang bagay at hindi na siya nadadaan sa isip ko. Thank God! Tanggap ko na. Magiging masaya ako kahit wala siya. I surround myself with positive people. With friends.
Nabalitaan ko na nali-link sya sa iba. Sa bagong team mate nyang mula ulo mukang paa. Nakakainis, ipinagpalit ako kaagad.
“Ano yun, kapag may bagong team, dapat may bagong lovelife.. agad agad?”
“Pinalitan ako, yung pangit pa. Nang-iinsulto lang?”
Sa bagay, three months rule was over. Bahala sya, do whatever he wants.
Akala ko okay na ako pero hindi pa pala. For the nth time, nakaramdam na naman ako ng sakit. Ang sakit isipin. Ang sakit sa puso.
Hindi ko sya masisisi dahil after our break up, I also entertained suitors. Ipinamuka ko sa kanya na kayang-kaya ko syang palitan..
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