Boys cry too; they break down, they get lost, and they experience heartbreaks, believe me.
"You're mine! Whether you like it or not! You're always going to be mine!"
She shouted, anger flamming out of her hazel green eyes.
"Why are you doing this n...
Song of the story: This Is My version- Conor Maynard.
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There is another side to the spotlight, love, and attention Conor has been receiving,
A side which no body sees except him and his close ones.
A side he does not wish to share with the world.
A side which he thinks would be better left unsaid.
Underneath all this glamorous pop star life, he does have things that he doesn't like, that he wants to change.
Things that hurt him...
Just like normal people, he is hurting.
As much as he tries to hide it, we can all see the things he does. And they match the actions of a heartbroken man.
Drinking every night. Why?
To forget the memories that have potentially stained his life with the words she last said before everything was over.
Getting with other women. Why?
To get over her. He thinks that maybe it'll make him realise there are many other females out there and that he shouldn't be stuck in the same mind frame.
It's something he never would have thought about but maybe it's never too late.
Doing things that bring temporary happiness isn't wrong.
Seeking happiness isn't wrong.
Maybe that's all he wants out of this.
Temporary happiness.... An escape.
Happiness that fills the gaps in his life... The gaps that are left empty day in and day out, waiting to be filled by something.
Something that entices him and creates such an addiction.
He relies on intoxication and girls to work with him to create empty yet moments of this fake happiness which allows him to forget himself.
He finds being sober is like running a knife over wounds... Painful and unbearable.
His desperation takes over him like the darkness takes over the day, and it's only a matter of time until he can get lost in the moment again.
Desperation for what, you say?
Love.
Love is the one thing this successful pop star doesn't have. It's the only thing he wants... and needs.
