Make Me Forget✔

A U T H O R' S G O O D B Y E S

Hey guys!

You know I definitely would not leave this book without dropping a goodbye, because believe me, the journey through writing this fanfiction has been a blast, and honestly, I feel the need to say a few things before I declare the official end to one of my longest, most thought-out books yet.

I know a lot of you would probably ignore this, but if you are one of the people who actually made it this far, and read all the way till the end, then thank you so much for joining Conor, Anastasia, and everybody else on this rollercoaster.

Their lives, and this fanfiction has been created for so many reasons, but there are four main points that pushed me to start writing this type of stories, and made me believe me that it's the greatest choice to put such content out there for you guys to grasp.

1. Conor.

Yes, Conor was the main point I decided to write this specific idea. No, not my love for Conor, but the pain he has been put through as an artist, or a human being.

The boy is one of the most talented, yet underestimated artists, and lately, or throughout the years, I have personally noticed Conor turning from this kid who came from Brighton, always smiling, interacting, laughing and genuinely loving every single opportunity he's been given, to this guy who is avoiding interaction, closing up on himself a little, keeping a lot of his thoughts away, and hitting the club at least three times a week, getting absolutely wasted, and hanging out with a countless amount of girls.

Nobody really put a lot of thoughts into this. He is a twenty-four years old grown up that is allowed to do whatever he pleases, and we, as a fandom, had to roll with it, because we thought that's what he wanted.

But then things became clear for us, and that Conor wasn't having the best life he could ever have... he wasn't enjoying his journey as much as before, and he was finding it difficult to compromise between his personal problems, and his music.

I saw my boy at his best, and at his worst, and I'm definitely going to be here for the upcoming ups and down, because I believe that that boy has so much potential inside, and his talent should never go to waste.

So, I chose, as a Mayniac, to give you guys a tour inside of what could possibly be Conor's mind, and show you how much a person genuinely had to be put through as an artist who is just trying to make music.

I know this isn't exactly how the events of his life might've took place, but I tried making in real life references out of his songs, his covers, what I've been seeing and hearing on camera, and from all the articles and essays I've read about my cute little sunshine, hopefully showing you guys that it is not easy living under the public eye all the time and sometimes a person will not be able to pull through with all the pressure being held down for long.

Conor doesn't have the greatest life; we all fall down and feel hurt at some point. We all want everything to end, and we all want to be alone sometimes, so this fanfiction was made mainly to point out that there is a reason for everything Conor has been doing, and there are moments where we should just be there for our boy without questioning every step he takes.

I know what you're all going to say, that maybe non of this happened in real life, and I assure you, I do not confirm that what I wrote were facts, but I'm telling you, I have put in real life references, and I have tried my best to show you a side of a popstar's life that they don't want to show you on camera.

2. The hate

The constant hate Conor's friends have been receiving, especially his female friends, whether they're dating or not, made a fair, reasonable point for me to start this book.