Make Me Forget✔

T H I R T Y T H R E E

Song Of The Chapter: Sad Song- We The Kings ft. Elena Coats.

[NEXT DAY]

Anastasia's POV_

"ANASTASIA MCKELLEN, OPEN THE DAMN DOOR RIGHT NOW!"

All I've been hearing for the past hour is Mia's angry screams from the other side of my bedroom door, as I stayed motionless in place, my bedsheets covering me all the way up to my head, not even feeling enough power in my feet to get up and walk all the way to the door.

I don't know what's wrong with me.

I have no idea why every breath I take hurts more than the other, and it's like the only thing I can do is hug my knees up against my stomach, embarrassed to even show my face after everything that happened last night.

I'm ashamed of my own feelings... I'm ashamed of my own heartbreak.

"LEAVE ME ALONE!" I couldn't hold back my tears after I eventually spoke, my eyes burning with the pain I've been holding in ever since I hung up from that phone call.

Nothing makes sense anymore.

Everything I've done... everything I went through, was useless.

Saying he needs me... saying he loves everything about me, then giving up about it all.

I don't understand. I'm in a maze of torn feelings, one I didn't even want to go through.

Thinking about it hurts like hell, and I'm pretty sure I've burned faster than I've ever done before, just by a few words over the phone.

My tears haven't stopped falling ever since yesterday, and I think my eyes are gonna turn dry soon, because I can already feel my power fading out, to the point where I can't even put myself in a position to shed anymore tears.

This is not meant to be happening.

I wasn't supposed to be the one crying.

How did I end up being the one falling in love?

How did all of this turn against me?

I've never felt like this before... I've never felt so weak and devastated.

I've lost a part of me... the strong, fearless part of me is gone.

"I'M LOSING MY PATIENCE OVER HERE I SWEAR I'LL KNOCK THE DOOR DOWN." She didn't give up no matter how many times I told her that I need to stay on my own for a while... just so I could make up my mind.

I don't want anybody to see me in the state I'm in right now.

I don't want anybody to see me crying because of a guy, but I really can't seem to stop.

I don't know how to stop my tears, and I fear that I won't be able to stop my heart from bleeding either.

I can't believe I let him step over my feelings as such, after everything I've done.

After I tried being the strong one, I ended up crashing into a wall of heartbreaks.

"I'M FINE MIA, GO HOME!" I replied, trying to stay all by myself for a while.

"Let me go get a hammer real quick." Her voice was calmer, but I actually heard her foot steps moving away from my door, so I had to jump out of my bed to unlock the door. Because even though I didn't want to, I know my friend's crazy enough to actually break the lock open.

"See?! I'm fine!" I wiped my eyes before she turned around to look back at me, her lips parting with shock as she examined my figure carefully, covering her lips with her palm after looking at my face.