Make Me Forget✔

T H I R T Y S E V E N

Song of the chapter: Feelings Fade- Gnash ft. RKCB

Conor's POV_

"Pregnant?!" Mark couldn't sit still on his seat when I delivered the news to him and Alex, with Jack's presence.

If it was up to me, I really wouldn't want to tell anyone about this, but Mark is my manager, and he's supposed to know what shall I do in a situation like this, because he manages my whole life for me basically.

"Believe it or not, I still want to punch him in the neck." Jack scuffed.

"Shut up Jack, Joyce did all the work for you." I rolled my eyes, trying to keep my brother out of it.

"You have no idea how happy I am." Alex grinned, sitting back in his seat like he just got the biggest gift for Christmas.

"Why would you be happy?! Mate, I have a girlfriend!" I reminded him.

"A girlfriend that we all hate." He made a point. "Now, you can break up with her and go back to the girl you really love." He had a real smile on his face, as if what he just said is even possible.

"It's not that easy, Alex." I retorted.

"It is from the way I see it." He shrugged.

"I agree with Conor though." Mark said. "He's a celebrity, not some random guy. If anyone finds out about this, things might get out of hand." He added.

"So what should I do?" I asked, starting to get truly worried because of the serious tone Mark has been pulling.

"I think abortion is the best choice to make." He said, his hands interlocking as he sat straight in his seat, my heart pounding like crazy after my nerves tightened to the thought.

"Do you want her to kill her own child?!" I asked, probably in a louder volume than I intended, but I was simply both shocked and offended by the suggestion.

"Practically, it's not a full child yet. She's only a few weeks pregnant. It's legal to do so." He informed me. "Did you even make sure she's truly pregnant?" He asked, his eyebrows raising as if he just got the greatest idea.

"Of course she is!" I instantly defended. "Why would she lie?" I asked, quieter than before.

"After all the girls you've dated, I'm pretty sure lying has been a common trait between almost all of them." He shrugged, accusing Anastasia with something as horrible as faking her own pregnancy.

"Well, the joke's on you. I never dated Anastasia." I fired back, slowly coming to the realisation that the joke wasn't actually on him, it was on me.

I never dated Anastasia.

How could I be so emotionally wrecked that I never gotten the chance to tell the only woman that was able to save me from myself how much she means to me?

Well, I've said it, but I've never done anything to prove it.

I'm such a mess, and it's all my fault.

"You can... I don't know, take responsibility for your actions and set this whole thing straight?" Alex sarcastically suggested, thinking he's the real commander among us.

"Conor has recently broken up with his girlfriend. People don't know he has even gotten back to Veronica, let alone getting some other girl pregnant. We can't shock his crowd!" Mark explained to Alex.

"That's exactly what he needs to do!" Jack cheered, the spark of a great idea shinning in his eyes. "The story needs to come out somehow, and all the attention would be back on him in no time! It'll create so much buzz!" He exclaimed.