I'd be dead with out you.

chapter 29.

Evan and Austin opted to stay home that night that we all went out to dinner and I found myself wishing that i would have stayed behind so that Alan and I cold catch up some more. Now I was standing side stage with Evan just like old times and to be honest I did miss it. The boy's killed it of course and Alan bounced off stage and kissed me quite passionately.  He was sweaty but I didn't care. Since I returned we had been inseparable to the point that I even sat and watched as they got interviewed. This was the last night in the states for the boys and I knew I couldn't go with them but I let it slip my mind. We got on the bus and while the rest of the guys minus Alan and Austin got ready we sat and talked.

"So Angel, are you staying with us tonight and coming home tomorrow?" Evan asked questioningly. I looked at Alan and he shook his head ever so slightly. We were both a little upset but there was no room for me here and I didn't want to drag them down.

"Yeah. John has my stuff," I said my voice cracking at the end. I just got him back and now he was leaving again. Granted this was his job I knew what I was in for. He smiled and played with my hair which tickled. He kept touching my side which wasn't so sore now but he still had no idea what i had done.

"At least the UK leg of the tour is only three weeks. We'll be back home soon," Aaron emerged as the bus learched to a stop in front of the hotel we would be staying at. I smiled whistfully at Alan and we said goodbye to the boys before Alan, Evan, Austin and Avery got off the bus. Avery went right inside but I stayed back to talk to Alan and Austin took Evan on a walk down the sidewalk.

"We will be home in no time babe. I left you some money in case you need anything just promise you won't disapear between now and when I get back," He said with a soft voice. I kissed him.

"I promise i'll be here waiting. Now will you promise to call me every night? Damn I wish I could just go with you," I said tears threatening to fall.

"I'll call every night. Don't worry about it and I wish you could come too babe but there just isn't room," He said. I nodded knowing it. I hugged him one last time before following Avery into the Hotel. Austin and Evan were still talking so I sat down next to her.

"Hey!" She said happily.

"I'm sorry," I said to her. She laughed a bit.

"It's fine just don't ever leave again because seriously i'll kill you," Avery said with her normal bubbly disposition. I smiled and we heard the doors open. Evan walked in kind of sulkily but I smiled and hugged her.

"Were you crying?" I asked as we got in the elevator. She was sniffling pretty bad.

"Yeah. I know, I know, I never cry but something about this time is just getting to me," She said. I smiled knowing exactly how she felt.

"It'll be okay. They will be back soon," I said following her to our room.

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"Home sweet home," Evan said as she pulled into Avery's driveway.

"um, what are you talking about? this is Avery's house.." I said from the backseat. Why didn't they have an apartment or something.

"oh I forgot to tell you. I've been staying with her so I wouldn't be alone and also because no apartment complexes would take us since we blew up the last one so when the boy's get back we will start looking again," Evan said while getting out of the car. I sat where I was in shock but eventually came to my senses and got out to take my bag in.

"You'll have to stay in the basement," Mrs. C, Avery's mom said as I was trying to get adjusted. I smiled great fully and took my stuff down. It was spacious and had lots of movies and even a flat screen T.V.