I'd be dead with out you.

Chapter 35

The boys finished their show and it couldn't have come soon enough. I had been motioning that Evan wasn't feeling well to Austin for the last three songs and he just ran of stage when they finished second and Sebring. Evan was looking faint so I ran down and pulled an EMT backstage.

"Okay sweetheart it's okay. Drink some of this and I'm just going to take your heart rate," the nice young woman said handing Evan a gatoraid. I doubt she even knew what was going on. Austin thanked me with a single look and I knew he had it covered. Alan walked dazedly offstage but once he saw me he switched back into gear running up to me and gently having me sit down.

"Hey," he said with a smile.

"Haha hi, what's up hot stuff?" I asked him.

"Is it true?" He asked jumping to the point.

"Yes.." I said watching him to see his reaction. He was stone faced at first and then confused and then worry and finally happiness.

"I'm gonna be a father," he whispered to himself taking my hands and looking at my stomach.

"I'm gonna be a FATHER!" He yelled this time jumping up. The room fell silent.

"WAY TO YELL IT ALAN!" I heard Evans feable voice yell from the green room.

"Shut up he's happy," I said defensively as I walked in the room. Austin was over by the couch so Alan sat me down in a chair.

"Oh not you too," I said immediately realizing the sudden change in the way I was treated.

"Oh come on this is my job," Alan said.

"God damn it does no one in this band use protection?!" John shouted making us all laugh. Aaron, Phil and Tino hadn't heard the announcement as they were outside with the fans making up for ending early. Alan kept gazing at me as if I was a gold trophy he had just won.

"What are we going to do with you," Alan laughed shaking his head.

"Hopefully just bear with me. I will get crazy I swear," I said. I noticed Evan had sat up so I got up to sit on the other side of her.

"You okay?" I asked worried about weather she should be moving.

"Yeah it's all this morning sickness, It's been taking a toll apparently," she explained. I nodded hoping mine didn't creep up on me later. "Congrats though," She said looking down at my ring. Alan had it engraved. I slid it off to show her. The outside said "I will never find," And the inside said "Another you 2-12-12" Which was when we first met officially. "Awe that's sweet," She said. I nodded slipping it back on. "That's why you couldn't find it earlier," Evan stated.

"What you knew?" I asked.

"Austin told me, but I was a secret i wasn't going to tell," Evan said with a small smile.

"Well I guess it was worth it," I said. Phil, Tino and Aaron who where absent when Alan made our big announcement were now at the door and ready to leave. I got up nervously and leaned on Alan as we took our place behind Evan and Austin. After a show this big we had to take precaution and we never knew what we were getting into. Aaron, Tino and Phil went out first and were met by a chorus of screams. Evan looked back nervously and I tried to look as confident as possible but I was just as nervous as she was.

"Are you okay to walk? I don't know how many people are out there and we might get stopped," Austin said worriedly.

"I'm in the best shape I can be, let's go," Evan said. Austin still seemed worried. "If they stop you Angel and I will go to the car," Evan said with a smile.

"I'm behind her, you go ahead Austin. Alan's in back," I said taking Evan and Alan's hands in mine as we linked together. We all rushed through the door into a sea of fans all screaming.

"Angelica! Angelica! can I get a picture?" One girl asked. Evans hand had long disconnected from mine but I saw she was still with Austin and in good care. I leaned in close and took the picture which was more of a selfie with the girl and when a gap opened Alan and I ran through.

"Sorry guys got to get her home," Alan said waving. He was still on a high from my recent announcement. We smiled and waved and ducked into our car getting it started fast.

"I'm so tired!" I groaned as he started to move carefuly so that he didn't hit anyone. I saw Austin by his car talking to some girls. Evan was already in the car so I had no reason to worry.

"Sooner or later they are going to find out he's married. He can't keep that a secret, especially after he has this kid," Alan said disapprovingly.

"Yeah but at least it's a little less stressful for Evan. I mean I can handle the pressure because I've been through it before. Some fans are going to love me. Some will hate me and then there are the fans that just don't give a shit. Those are the one's I like the most," I said as we went down the street. Alan was actually driving the speed limit for a change. I think in a past life he was a racecar driver or something.

"You alright? Tonight wasn't too much for you was it?" He asked me. I smiled.

"No superman tonight was fine. I think Evan should take it easy though," I said. She was never one to listen to the rules but i seriously don't think she should go to the shows if this is how it effects her. We ended up pulling into the complex before Evan and Austin.

"The show was great tonight by the way," I said.

"Definitely my favorite show of all time," Alan said with a smile and taking my hand.

"Goodnight Neighbors!" Evan yelled up at us as she got out of her car.

"Ew our neighbors are so annoying!" I yelled back with a chuckle. They had better take the elevator instead of the stairs.

"Goodnight," Alan yelled back.