The Death of Me | A mafia story

Chapter 14 - One more cut

Before you start i just want to make sure everyone understands that I definitely disagree with what Alex did in the last chapter or what he'll do in this one. I surely don't encourage self-harm in any way, and i am 100% sure it is never the way to overcome anything, there is always a better way to move on from any problem you may face in life.

Just put in mind, the character's choice is their own and not mine.

Oh and btw, it's not edited XD

Happy reading !

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Cara's POV

"You killed her."

For some reason, i kept moving backward till my legs hit the bed's edge.

He killed his sister - his own blood.

I am so fucked.

"Well, if it makes it sound any better, she was my step sister." He added with a shrug, as if this is so - normal.

Oh my god - if Roman knows - i can't even imagine what he'll do, he already despise Nikolas.

"You are sick." I said and shook my head in disbelief, "I swear you are not normal."

He chuckled at my words and stepped closer, "Normal is boring." He said with a mischievous smile, " I prefer to differ."

"How you were able to kill her ?" I said, my voice low, my eyes wide, i am still shocked. "She is your sister for god's sake !"

"Well i would've preferred to kill your sweet brother instead but that would've caused troubles so i took the easier way." He said casually.

"You don't regret it ?" I asked with furrowed eyebrows. He even seems proud about it.

Oh my god, what is this man made from-

He pursed his lips as if thinking about it then he just simply shook his head, "Well it brought us here, why would i regret it ?"

"You are a monster." I said with gritted teeth, he smiled as if i just complemented him, his hand scratched his hair as he always do, my eyes traveled there then along the length of the scar on his neck as i lowly let out, "You are a be-"

The words caught in my throat when he suddenly stepped closer, his eyes looked directly into mine, "I am what ?" He asked, his voice low, intoxicating making my stomach tighten in knots, "Say it, come on."

I kept silent, the closeness stole my words away, the demons in his eyes wrapped their hands around my throat leaving me wondering how i'll ever be able to escape his trap. The things i feel when he is around, i don't like it - not a bit.

"A beast." He said the word on my behalf as his hand tightened over my waist.

"I am flattered, but guess what love, you are no beauty to change me." he added with a wink.

"Who said i want to change you." I said with a raised eyebrow, "I don't care about you."

He chuckled and lightly nodded, "I know - " He said as his grip loosened around my waist, i took that a chance to escape his hold, i backed away but the back of my knees immediately hit the bed's edge with a force making my ass fall on the bed.

I swallowed hard as he came even closer, his intimidating figure hovered over me, his palms pressed  against the mattress at each side of my thighs, "You see that's the point -" He started , his lips inches away from mine, "- for her to save him she had to love him first , and well i know i am not lovable, so that's guaranteed, i can't have love standing on my way."