Adopted by Cameron Dallas✔️

What am I going to do

   I didn't know what was I going to say at all to him. I don't want to hurt him, but at the same time I don't want to lie to him either.
"Nash.... I-I don't know what to say..."
Nash's electric blue eyes looked into my chocolate brown eyes. Without a word he picked me off the floor and placed me on his bed.
  I was afraid of what was about to happen. He gently put me down. His hand resting on my neck.
  "It's ok... I know I went a little too far this time. Sorry about that.."
  I stared at him in disbelief. I thought Nash would be demanding an answer, but Nash is a gentleman. So I don't think he would do such a thing. With that he left his room.
  I got up and went downstairs. Everybody was staring at me. With Shawn having the most concern smudged all over his face. My dad walked up to me with his eyes on me. He then hugged me and I hugged back.
   "What happened up there?"
I didn't know what to say. Should I tell him that Nash and me kissed? Should I lie to him?
At the same moment that I was going to speak Nash came into the kitchen. All eyes fell on him.
  "If you're wondering Cam what happened up there. I should tell you that... I know I shouldn't say this, but.....I ... kissed ... Maria.."
  Shawn then glared at me wide eyed. I was backing up because of the fear that was running through my veins. I can see Shawn's eyes were darker then before. My back touched the wall, I was trapped.
  Shawn then reached me. His eyes still dark, but not with anger. His eyes were full of lust. He licked his lips. He slowly reached to my lips and kissed them with so much force. I of course being the dumbass girl I am kissed him back.
  I realized what I have done. He then pulled himself away from me.
  I tried walking away, but I couldn't because Shawn held me back.
"Maria..."
I forced my arm away from his grip and ran up the stairs stumbling over a few. I could hear footsteps behind me. I slam my bedroom door. I dreaded myself in tears. My back towards my bed. I could hear the banging on my door. Then someone's voice stopped it all.
"ENOUGH GUYS WITH THE BANGING!!"
I didn't know who screamed it, but it sure scared the living crap out of me. Then I hear a familiar voice pleading me.
"Maria...please open up the door..." I knew who was talking. It was my dad.
I peeked through the door to see all the boys having worried expressions.
  "I'll.. let you in, but only Nash, Shawn...and dad.."
All the boys nodded and went downstairs. The three entered my room and sat down on the bed. I didn't know what I was going to say.