Take That And Party Fanfic!!! 18 + only please!

Chapter Fifty Nine

I walked lonely into the studio, I could hear echoes of Gary's laughter. His voice. Our sex.
It wasn't supposed to end like this. I was supposed to be supportive and patient about his career. I just couldn't cope if I lost him now!
I fell to the floor in a crumpled heap, and curled up into a small ball, sobbing. Only having enough energy to lift my head to throw up in the waste bin.

I don't know what time I woke up, but it was still dark outside, I crawled on my hands and knees out the studio and all the way to the stairs. Climbing each one like it was Kilimanjaro. Just making it to the bathroom in time to vomit again in the loo. Great just what I need a BUG!
I climbed into our bed and pulled the duvet up over my ears...sniffing in his scent of his aftershave smell that was left in the material. I just hoped my tears. Didn't wash it away..I wanted it to stay forever.

When I woke again the sun streamed in through the open curtains that I couldn't be bothered to pull closed last night. I rolled onto my back, which made my stomach roll once more. I threw up again into the empty waste bin that was the nearest thing I could find quick enough.
I felt awful...and had no one to cuddle me to make me feel better. I couldn't keep anything down but few sips of water here and there at least stopped the bile from escaping.
I searched around in the covers for my phone...but sitting up caused my head to pound..and all I found was the TV remote. Switching it on it went straight to ITV ad break.
'this morning' was on...I loved that program ...PHIL and HOLLY were bonkers!!

' FROM STARDOM TO LARD'UM....BACK TO STARDOM...TO FANDOM...IS THERE ANYTHING THIS MAN CANNOT DO??... WE ARE DELIGHTED TO HAVE GARY BARLOW JOINING US HERE THIS MORNING!!! MORNING GARY!'

[ OOH I FORGOT HE WAS ON THIS MORNING!!]

As I watched him on TV, it was like we had never been together at all..like it was all a very long dream that I'd woken from.
Well it must have been as this was Gary Barlow we were talking about here.
He was asked about having a girlfriend.

[WITCH!! How dare she??? He should go out with me!!! Like my dream!!]

He said it was his Fiancée actually [ even worse!!! ]
He explained that they'd sang together on a duo track he'd written and shed presented him with it as a surprise on his birthday. Which led to his proposal.....

[ WOW THIS IS WEIRD...ITS JUST WHAT HAPPENED IN MY DREAM??!!]

I looked down at my finger....no ring!

[HUH! Yeah course there isn't ....stoopid!! It was a dream!!!]

Gary said she was joining him on his tour and the up and coming Take That Tour next year, she was an amazing singer and it would mean spending more time together. Melissa had a phenomenal voice and.....

[WOAH! WAIT!! He said my name? The song!! Singing on New Years Eve!! ]

Just then my phone pinged...from under a pillow. Pulling it out and opening the message it was from VICKI....

HE LOVES YOU VERY MUCH MEL!! Xx

Oh My God! I was back in my dream....or out of it!! .... Wherever I was I wanted to stay there!

They wished him all the best for the wedding plans and tours and albums and asked if he had a message for Melissa..I mean ME!

His green eyes shone in the studio lights and he simply said...

"Be home soon Baby...I Love You!"
A tear fell down my face...what were we even fighting about? LORD I LOVED THIS MAN!

I looked once more down at my finger......RING!!! Where was my ring????

I scrambled out of bed and searched through the covers....checked every room. As I sat head in hands on the sofa ... Racking my brain trying to remember what I'd done where I'd been?? It hit me!
"THE STUDIO!!" I said aloud!
I shot up and headed for the studio...there twinkling on the floor was my ring..I must have slipped it off last night in my upset state.

I pushed it back on my ring finger..it was never coming off now!!