Whatever I Am, I'm Yours.

chapter eight

Camila
"I want to learn what makes you scream."

Chills spread all through out my body while I watched Lauren scan me up and down like some hungry animal. Those words defiantly set a fire in my core, but even I knew this wouldn't be right. Lauren was drunk. Shit faced drunk, and having sex or any kind of sexual relations with her right now would be wrong of me. I'd just be taking advantage of her.

Right?

I sat up while trying my best to stop my body from trembling from her hands sliding up my legs, "L-Lauren. We can't do this with yo-"

"I want this," she husked out while she got between my legs, grasping my thighs and pulling me flush against her own hips. I let out a whimper from feeling her hard member hit my crotch, "I want to do this with you."

Yikes. No. No, Lauren Jauregui you sly player.

Does she seriously not know how crazy she's driving me?

Well it could also be that damn pill Ariana gave me that's fueling the fire in my body, but Lauren wasn't helping.

Lauren's hand came over the hem of my jeans and swiftly unbuttoned them, I gasped from how expertly she'd done it. Wait, wasn't she a virgin? Aren't we both virgins? No, I cannot be the only one. There's no way she knows how to do that and not be experienced, right?

Slowly gripping at both my jeans and panties, she started to pulling them off at an achingly slowly pace. Her lips attached themselves to my neck. Sucking and nipping at all my weak spots. I was already a panting mess while I could feel my heart pumping in my ears, she's going to see naked. I didn't know how I felt about this. Hell, I already felt my cheeks burning as my bottoms passed my knees and Lauren pulled back to pull off my shoes to get them fully off.

That's when her eyes trailed down my stomach to my crotch, I placed both my hands over it, feeling completely exposed was to overwhelming. This was all going so fast. The way she was looking at me, I couldn't read it. God someone kill me now. At that I closed my eyes.

I felt her warm hand come over mine, I hummed while looking up to see Lauren over me again. Those damn green eyes of her's boring into mine while she intertwined her fingers with mine, slowly pulling away both my hands. Lauren smiled warmly while kissing my forehead, "You're beautiful, Camz. You don't have to hide yourself from me."

I couldn't help but smile a bit at her words, my body relaxing as her hands pinned mine at the sides of my head. My eyes trailed down to her lips, she must've noticed because I saw her give me a smirk. Lauren pecked my forehead, to my nose, to my cheek, and the trailed kissing down to my neck. One hand slipped away from my own only to slid my shirt up and expose my chest.

This is where I squirmed a little as Lauren looked at all of me. I'd always been self conscious of my chest, I was never one to have much to show off in that department. Lauren shook her head while kissing just right above my right breast, "God you're so beautiful." I let out something between a squeak and a moan when I felt her trap my erect nub between her lips. Her tongue flicked over and over it only making my bite at my bottom lip.

I pressed my thighs together, just from her sucking my nipple my lower regions were going crazy. I need her lower. I needed to get off or I would probably pass out. This was explicitly insane, Lauren was going to be the reason I have my first climax. I couldn't help but moan at the thought while she took my other nipple into her mouth and played with the other one between her fingers.

I couldn't help but think she was going to be more forceful in her drunken state, but then again this didn't surprise me. Lauren was the one who carried me to her car and wanted more than anything to make sure I was okay. She's never looked at me the way those hungry guys do at school, there was always something different in her eyes.