Relief (Completed).

Chapter 19 of Relief.

I reread that paper, and read it to my baby for the first time. As I was reading, tears fell from my cheeks. I’m crying for both of our pains. I miss him. I miss Daniel. I miss being with him. I miss his smile, his appreciation to me, everything.

I had flashbacks often, and I seemed to be thinking a lot of Daniel. When I write, Daniel is always there. When I sneak to Facebook, I always check his profile, but always have my heart shattered to pieces when I read his status updates.

“I miss you, Jade. Come back. We all miss you.”

“I haven’t had the courage to confess, but Jade, if you ever had the chance to read this, I just want to say that whatever happens, I’ll be loving you.”

“I love you, Jade.”

He even posted that to my Wall.

I had to fight the urge of posting back. I have to be hidden. I have to protect myself and my child from Carl. He should not know where we are.

I planned to hide until I gave birth. After that, I’ll go back.

I’ll go back and face my doubts.

I’ll go back and apologize to my mother.

I’ll go back and return Daniel’s love.

Just wait for me, Daniel. I’ll be coming soon.

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