Why can’t people trust my feelings? Am I really that weak?
The thought that many doubt what I feel kept nagging me. I was out of myself. My mind was always flying. I overthink. I balanced out things. I observed myself.
“Are you really sure? Aren’t you only convincing yourself? Aren’t you only loving Daniel out of pity?”
I asked myself. Have I really loved Daniel with all my heart or is it just out of pity? I know for myself that I am in love again, but…
I don’t know.
I felt lonely again.
When Daniel is around, my heart can’t contain my happiness. But when he’s gone, I sensed some emptiness inside me. Maybe it’s the feeling that I don’t want him to leave me.
But isn’t it selfishness?
…
I debated to myself whether I’ll tell this to Daniel. I prayed this over. And I got the answer again.
I would.
I cannot be troubled around Daniel. I need to be true to myself.
I would talk to Daniel.
…
Is it because of Carl? Or is it something?
She made me nervous. I can feel something is bothering her. She laughs but in her eyes, I can’t see her happiness. Why?
I need to ask her. I need to know it from her.
Even if it would hurt.
…
I just wish he would understand me.
Please.
…
Whatever it takes, it looks like I just have to wait for her.
As I always do.
BINABASA MO ANG
Relief (Completed).
Novela JuvenilA story of the struggle and fears of Jade, a teenage mom, and her baby Cloe, as they discover the world of love.