She Is Not Her

Chapter 12

A/N

Another twisted chapter for you guys. Hope you will like it ;)

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ADRIA'S POV:

Yet another hour passed but I found myself sitting at the same place since yesterday. The cold floor was more comfortable than the plush bed.

My body was curled up in a corner, rocking back and forth. "I can't.. No.. I should not.. he will hurt me... he will hurt me", I kept on mumbling to myself like a mad woman.

Turning my head, my eyes again landed on the tray full of food and my stomach churned. I was hungry, beyond hungry. Who won't be after not eating for more than two days? Yes! Sa... No, I can't call him that. He will be angry and that's the last thing I want. Austin ... Austin will be angry.

My stomach churned again and the sight of food was making more hard for me to control.

I outstretched my hand reaching for the food.... but stopped. I should not. He made it clear about the punishments and I don't want to get another one.

The mere word shook me to the core 'punishment'. My fingers made their way towards my chest and a loud cry escaped my lips as I touched the sore area.

The area where he imprinted his name as a punishment.

Getting up again I stood in front of the mirror, examining it for the nth time.

And the tears that I was managing to stop started flowing again.

The burned skin was still red yet each and every word was clear. It hurts. Not just physically but emotionally too. Even if the pain goes away with time, the scar will remain, his name will remain forever.

It will remain with me through out the life and remind me the horrible night, the night when he truly became successful to inflict the fear in me.

***FLASHBACK***

I was letting him rape me.

Austin kept sucking my nipples and my body betrayed me. A loud moan escaped my lips as he bit on the hardened bud. The waves of pleasure directly traveling towards my core, making me wetter with every passing second.

Austin hooked his fingers in the gown and tore the material so that I was just in my panties. Raising my legs a bit up he yanked them down making me completely bare to him.

"Beautiful", I heard him mumble and was disgusted when I saw him licking his lips while eying my womanhood lustfully. "You are so wet, Adria. So wet just for me", he whispered and kissed me again. His lips landed on mine with a force, he forced his tongue in my mouth deepening the kiss.

"Ahh..", I whimpered as he inserted a digit inside me.

"Fuck! so warm and tight", he whispered in my ears and started trailing kisses down my neck.

"Please..", I pleaded when another of his fingers entered my aching core.

I felt disgusted with myself as I was responding his action. This was not right but still, my body was responding his.

In many books I read that when you are in the oblivious state you don't care who is pleasuring you, you just crave for the release but I always use to curse the women who give up their pride for pleasure. But now I know how it feels. Your body is always a traitor when it comes to pleasure.

Austin groaned loudly and started pumping his fingers inside me, mercilessly. Soon he was able to bring me to the edge.

My vision blurred, eyes rolled back and my body started shaking. I felt the fluid being released from my body.