My Tease

Hangover

Jin pov

Ughhh...

I curl into a ball as I try to forget how stupid I was acting yesterday. How can I even face Namjoon now? He probably thinks I'm some needy attention seeking manwhore. I don't even know what I was thinking yesterday. One minute I was going to just drive away and the next thing I knew I was downing drinks like water. Then, one thing led to the next and my body was moving faster than my brain-

I don't know how to explain that to Namjoon.

It didn't mean ANYTHING.

Oh no. What if he thinks he has a chance now? I know I said I didn't care because of Daehyun but I was drunk...

I groan as I remember how Daehyun was eating his boyfriend alive in the bathroom yesterday. My blood begins to boil again right when my phone vibrates on my desk. I stretch my hand over and pick it up, sliding the screen unlocked. It's a kakao message. What I'm not ready for is Daehyun's name labeled across my screen.

D: Can we meet up today?

Is he serious?

No. How did you get my kakao?

D: I explained things to your friend and she gave me it.

I spring up from my bed at the mention of Nayeon and find myself typing frantically.

What did you tell her? You didn't tell her I was gay did you? Daehyun where are you? I will kill you!

D: Relax. I just said I was a friend of yours a long time ago and made a mistake I want to fix...

Fix? Oh another attempt to cure me? That's laughable coming from you.

D: Please, I can meet you at your campus or we can meet off.

Oh, now you know where I live.

D: Nayeon is a very naive girl...

I face palm and make it a mental note to speak with her later to apologize and tell her to not trust Daehyun.

I thought I told you to kill yourself.

D: Seokjin, please. I've been living with this guilt for years...I need closure...

My eyebrows furrow as I stare at my screen. He needs closure? So this is all for his own good. Does he even really care about my feelings?

D: I know you need it too.

Shut up.

My hand freezes over the screen when a new message appears from Namjoon.

N: How are you feeling?

I close my eyes for a second as a headache comes on. Yeah, leave it to Namjoon to ask that question. He's probably talking about if I have a hangover or not. Believe it or not no. I don't get hangovers just silly regrets. This is too much for one morning.

Fine.

N: That's good. I'm actually walking to your building now. I bought seaweed soup just in case ;)

Namjoon, I'm not really in the mood.

I frown when another message from Daehyun comes up.

D: Are you still there? Plz don't ignore me.

I don't want you back in my life. I hope you live with the guilt.