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Chapter 26

Mia's P.O.V

Shit, what the fuck. I should've never said yes! What the fuck was I thinking?! No, all I can think about is Daniel, how much it will kill him if he finds out. But, if I don't tell him, it'll haunt me forever.
I look at him, as he opens his eyes. I cover myself with the sheets. His face is filled with confusion and mine filled with guilt. I look down as he realises what happened and shot up.

"No. No no no." He said frantically running his hand through his curls.
"Jack. What the fuck did we do?" I say at this point crying. I realise that the boys will be awake anytime now, before I have a chance to get out of bed and slip on my clothes quickly. Someone comes in through the door sleepily. But their eyes go wide as soon as they walk in.

Jake. Shit, jack and I both gave him a look not to say anything, and he nodded, but cheekily. Oh no. I quickly slip on my clothes and get out and go to the lounge to see the boys just waking up. Jack and I walked in, guilty as ever. I look over at Daniel on the sofa who had just woken up.
"Hey princess where'd you sleep?" He said groggily,
"Uh-our room." I said a little too quickly and he nodded and motioned for me to come over and I sat on his lap as he played with my hair.

I can't hide the guilt, I tried to act casual. Then Jake walked in, he looked back and forth at me and Daniel and Jack. If that idiot opens his mouth I swear to god.
I give him a death stare and so does Jack. "You okay princess" Daniel asks, Jack looks at me guiltily.
"Yh, perfectly fine my Prince Charming" I put on a smile and give him a quick peck on his lips.

Jack's P.O.V

I tried to act foggy about what happened last night. But I remember every single detail. I feel like such a dickhead. Don't get me wrong, I didn't mean to do it, the alcohol influenced that, but I do remember. I'm not new to drinking. Luckily she didn't remember what I told her. I feel so guilty! I fucked up! Daniel is my bestfriend, more like my brother, i need to say something, the guilt is eating me alive...

Mia's P.O.V

I go to get ready and get my suitcase today is our flight back. I get changed into this:

Whilst I finished changing I heard shouts, I quickly grabbed my suitcase and went to see what was going on, and trust me, I did not want to see what I did.
As soon as I walked in, Jack looked at me guiltily then looked down like he couldn't bear to look at me. The boys looked at me disgusted with tears in their eyes including Logan and Taylor. Jake gave me a sympathetic look. And Daniel. Daniel looked devastated.

He was on the floor his hand on his face and was silently sobbing uncontrollably. When I walked in he looked at me with the most heartbroken face I've seen. I broke then and there. As soon as I inched forward, he stopped me,
"Stop" he said avoiding my gaze, "I don't even wanna look at you right now, get the fuck out, you are not fucking welcome near any of us ever again. Jack told me what happened" he said angrily yet broken. I let the tears out. I was confused, why isn't he pissed at Jack, I looked at Jack.

"He told me, you forced him to, that you said you love him, you forced him to drink so he was under an influence, you fucking forced him, fucking slut" the last two words rang in my ear, he still wasn't looking at me. I looked at Jack, he knew he had lied, fuck him, now I knew why Jake was giving me sympathetic looks. I wanted to say something but I couldn't bring myself to it.

"Words can't explain how sorry I am Daniel, but Jack, I expected more from you" I said before returning my promise ring to him, I left it beside him, "Guess it's not truly meant to be forever" I could tell those words hurt him, then I turned on my heel to leave, I didn't bother to explain the truth, I knew he hated my guts, and that killed me. I took one last glance at the people I love the most, the boy I love the most. Today. I lost them all.

I was going to use the tickets my parents got me for London, guess I was going by myself. I got a taxi to the airport, before I could even enter, I broke down on the curb, crying my eyes out. Letting out all the heartache.

All the heartbreak.

Sure, I had money from YouTube modelling and acting. But I had no love. No more best friends beside me, sticking with me through thick and thin, supporting me, no more love of my life, who was my world, the reason I woke up every morning. Now they all hate me, he hates my guts.
I finally plucked up the courage to board my flight. From now on I have to fight this battle myself.

Jack's P.O.V

I was going to tell him the truth, but I just couldn't, I quickly made up a lie to cover up the fact that it was my fault not hers. As quickly as the words came out, the guilt hit me. I'm such a fucking dickhead. I can't tell anyone how I feel. I want her back. I want Mia back.

Daniel's P.O,V

"Guess it's not truly forever" those words rang in my ear, it was like someone had killed me then and there. I never felt so heartbroken in my life. She was the love of my life, I imagined kids with her, a future with her, I loved her. I loved her so much. Love doesn't disappear easily.Why? Why did she do that to me? I never wanna see her again.

Mia's P.O.V

I've been crying so much throughout this flight, more than I've ever cried before. I grabbed my stuff and got off the plane and out the airport. I don't know where to go. What to do. Where I was. All I could think about was the boys, Taylor and ...Daniel. Even thinking about him hurts. I check into a nearby hotel, but I could not sleep. At all.

I need them. I need him.