pretty boy | jmb

C H A P T E R 4

~Jasmine's pov~

After messy Monday tweeted that me and Joey had something going on, I've been getting a lot of hate recently. I mean yea I've gotten hate before, but now it's just worse.

I was debating on wether to post a picture or not to prove that I'm strong but I don't know.

My feelings for Joey have grown as well.

Fuck it

@jasminedolan: thinking about the thought of us ❤️
Comments:
Ihatejasmine: kys you ugly whore
Slayjasmine: don't listen to the hate babe
Kysjasmine: drink bleach
Joeybirlem: don't listen to the haters beautiful ❤️
Loren: y'all haters need to stfu
Bbybirlem: slay

I smiled at joeys comment.

Loren then texted me

Loren 💓 (Loren-bold Jasmine-italics)

Are you okay ? Don't listen to the haters bbg

Yea I'm fine don't worry ❤️

Are you sure ? I'm here if anything

Yea I'm sure, thanks babygrill

Okay, I gtg. Love ya ❤️

Love ya too honeybuns

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I'm not gonna let those irrelevant people bother me, not today, not ever

Joey and I haven't really talked, I missed him. Even though we had short conversations, I loved every second of it.

I decided to call him

He finally picked up after the 5th ring

(Joey- underlined jasmine- Normal)

"Hey baby girl" Joey said in a raspy voice

Damn he sounds hot

"Oh I'm sorry did I wake you up ?" I asked

"Yea, but it's alright. I love taking to you" Joey said I'm a happy tone.

"I'm happy to hear that hoeseph" I said giggling

"Joey babe, come cuddle with me" said a girls voice. It sounded kinda like Luna's

"Oh you know what, I'll just leave you two. I'll um call you later I guess" I said kinda sad.

"Dang I'm sorry Jas, I promise I'll call you later. I'm just really busy right now."

Yea busy fucking luna

I rolled my eyes at the thought

"Okay whatever. Bye." I said hanging up quickly.

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I started to get angry. Was I jealous ?

Why are you jealous, you barely even know him.

I got on Instagram to take my mind off things, until I stumbled upon this picture.

@lunablaise: I love youuuuuuuu 🌹 @joeybirlem
Comments:
Lovingblaise: perfection
Cutiebirlem: what about Jasmine ??
Joeybirlem: love you more ❤️
Jasbirlem: ^what the shit is that ??
Messymonday: 🐸☕️
Wickedbirlem: come get ur man @jasminedolan

Tears started threatening to leave my eyes.

I then felt hot tears roll down my cheeks.

He lead me on this whole fucking time

I ran straight to the bathroom and looked for my razor. I finally found it.

You promised you wouldn't do it again Jasmine

But promises are meant to be broken

I cut once for joey, once for luna, and twice for love.

I cleaned myself up and went to my room to watch Netflix.

I have to get rid of my feelings for him
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Y'all this was intense. But please know that cutting isn't the answer to problems, you should never think about cutting, ever. You matter, you're beautiful, smart, and important. I'm here if you ever need to talk about anything. Hope you guys enjoyed :))