Purity (Needs to be edited, ON HOLD)

Chapter 12

Spencer

The next two months and a half was amazing.

Melissa and my parents have been to busy with events and work so they don't get home until like 11pm.

Giving Toby and I more time alone.

We've have been more intimate and it's amazing.

I love Toby.

Granted when I said it to him he never said it back, but I know he feels the same way, he just doesn't know how to say it which is fine.

"You look better in my shirt then I do" he smirks as I come out of my bathroom.

"Well good cause you look better shirtless" I wink and he chuckles

I smile and start walk a bit slow towards him

He reaches out and wraps his hands around my waist as I press my lips to his
(Start at 0:10)

We lay there knowing my family won't come into my room when they get back it'll be to late.

Melissa

My parents stayed in Philly so I decided to come back so Spencer wasn't alone.

When she's alone she tends to think of Jason and gets depressed which I don't want for her.

I walk upstairs to her room and something doesn't seem right.

I just pray to myself Toby isn't here.

I twist her doorknob to see her and Toby cuddled naked in bed.

"Get up!" I shriek

Spencer stirs quickly and covers herself with the sheet as she sits up

"What are you doing back? Why are you in my room?"

"Well our parents stayed in Philly and I thought I'd be nice enough to come back and keep you company, I came in to see if you were ok, I didn't know you were already occupied" I roll my eyes, Toby now waking.

"Get out. Now!" I spit

"No, Toby stay"

"I should go" he mumbles

Before slipping his boxers in then running around picking up pieces of his clothing and putting them on

"Don't come back, you aren't welcomed in this house" I yell and he walks away with his head down.

"You can't do that." Spencer yells at me

"Yes I can and I just did. Now go to sleep" I say firmly before walking out and closing her door being me

Spencer

I quickly throw something on and run downstairs to see Melissa yelling at him.

"Stop! Just leave him alone, I asked him here, I wanted this ok. He didn't force me into anything"

"That's not what this is about Spencer"

"Then what is this about? He's not a bad guy even though you claim he is"

"This is about you defending him. You defend him and don't even know him!"

"We are back here Melissa?" I groan "I do know Toby and I love him"

"Really?" She chuckles "so if you know Toby you know one if his biggest secrets?"

"Melissa don't" he begs

"No, but I suppose you do" I roll my eyes "we aren't married, we talk and every day we learn so,etching knew about each other"

"You're so naive" she laughs

"Melissa just stop. Please"

"No, why should I stop? Like I said I rather her hate me for ever and not be with you then be with you not knowing the truth"

I hold onto Toby's side and he puts his arm around me

"Nothing you could say would get me to stop wanting to be with Toby and to make me stop loving him"

"Not even the truth?"

"Not even" I shake my head, not knowing what she's talking about but knowing nothing will change

"Fine, so then I can tell you and it won't bother you"

"Melissa p-" Toby starts begging but I stop him

"No Toby let her, it's not a big deal" I say and he sighs

"Toby is part of the reason Jason isn't here anymore"

"What?" I gasp as I shake my head letting go of Toby and looking up at him "is this true?"

"Spence I-"

I shake my head tears in my eyes "so it is true" my heart breaks

"Just let me explain"

"No!" I yell "I opened up to you about how much I'm hurting, how much i miss and I gave myself to you, I told you I love you and you're the reason I don't have a brother anymore! You killed him!" I sob

"Spence" he whispers as he walks towards me but I slap him

"How could you" I whisper, the ache taking over my body. Knowing someone I love was taken away by someone I thought I knew and loved

"It's not li-"

"No don't talk! I hate you, and I always will!" I yell-cry as I run out of my house

I hear him yell after me but keep running

(1:33- end...pretend they weren't in a car. They were in her house)

My whole world breaks down as I sit under the tree and just let it all out.

This whole time I thought Melissa was just being jealous or holding some stupid relationship he used to have over his head.

But she knew this.

How could she know and not say anything?

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A.N

Now you know the secret