Purity (Needs to be edited, ON HOLD)

Chapter 24

Spencer

"Morning..Hey. Why aren't you dressed?" Melissa asks as she comes downstairs.

"I'm not going to school" i sigh.

"What? Why?" she asks as she sits beside me on the couch.

"Look!" i point to my stomach "it's impossible to miss this"

"Spence, it's not that bad"

"Sure" i roll my eyes.

"I know how you feel. I was there"

"What? What do you mean?" i ask, curious

She sighs "No one told you this because i ran away and mom covered it up like i was at a scholars camp." she starts "but when i was 16 i got pregnant"

"What? Really?" i gasp

"Yup. It was with Jasons best friend's brother. actually"

"Wait. Chris?" i ask and she nods

"He was cute and everything mom and dad wanted me to have. Chris was respectible but he was still a player. They wanted me with someone who would Love me for me. I believed Chris did" she sighs

"Isn't chris like, 3 years older then you?"

"When i got pregnant he was 18 almost 19."

"Wow"

"Yeah"

"Continue your story"

"Well i continued seeing him. And he convinced me to do things. And i got pregnant eventually because he didn't use anything. I didn't know how to tell our parents so i ran. Obviously mom found me, i used the credit card they gave me to check in to a hotel. When i told her she put me in a home where they help young teens who are pregnant. I know she told them to give me meds that kill the baby. I didn't take them and they doctors just assumed what they did didn't work for me. my mom was furious and after 3 and a half months of pregnancy i went ti go shower and when i came back she raided my room and found the pill i haven't been taking. The doctors injected me with needles and then the baby slowly died."

"Wow. I thought your first time getting pregnant was with Ian"

"No. It wasn't but i'm supposed to act like it was. Dad doesn't know and mom erased it from her memory"

"So wait. When you were pregnant with Ian's baby did mom arrange to kill it too?"

"No. I really did have a miscariage. i was 19. My body was young and still didn't really dispose of the meds" she sighs

"You were a mess"

"Yeah."

"Wait... You lost the baby a week after Jason was killed"

"I know" she mumbles

"That's why you were exta emotional"

"I couldn't tell anyone. That year was a hard year for me"

"I'm so sorry"

"It's fine. But i need you to know that it may not get easier but you have me, you have Toby and the girls."

"Thank you" i give her a small smile

"Now come on, time to get you ready" she says as she stands up, helping me off the couch.

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"Look at her" Kim scoffs

The girls, Alison, and i walk outside to the lunch tables.

"Don't listen to them" Lucy whispers

Toby walks behind me, holding both my tray and his.

"Can I hold my tray please? I don't know what to do with my hands" I mumble.

"We're here" Cass says

We all sit at our table.

"What a slut" another girl chuckles as she passes our table.

I slouch in my chair,

"These people are getting on my nerves" Toby huffs.

"Just deal with it. Schools only 2 months longer" De reminds us.

" hey Spencer, when your stomach pops you wanna let me bust inside you next? I've never been with a good girl" a guy teases and his group laughs

"You won't get a chance, Toby took that good girl vibe from her. She's just like any of the other sluts around her" Brendon adds and many people laugh.

"That's it!" Toby yells as he approaches him.

Not again!

"What are you gonna do Cavanaugh? Punch me again?"

"No you deserve way worse then a punch" toby spits through gritted teeth.

"Toby please. Just come sit down" I beg.

"Yeah, listen to your slut" he laughs

My blood boils,

"How does this make me a slut?! There are bare girls in this school who are with a new guy every other day. I really date a guy out if my own will and do something for the first time with one guy and I'm a slut?! Are you fucking kidding?" I yell, getting in Brendon's face,

"Wow, you've got her swearing too Toby" he laughs

Toby is about to lose it when Alison interjects,

"What do you want?" Brendon spits,

"Why don't you leave them alone"

"Why would we?" Kim adds

"I'm sorry was anyone talking to you? I don't recall asking Ms.Fake for her opinion" Ali tilts her head.

"Oh shut up Alison" Kim groans

"I mean, I know you guys are angry since you haven't been getting any action lately and Spencer has, but you really need a life. Stop picking on others"

"Alison, go sit down and write another page on your blog" Kim rolls her eyes

"Are you jealous that people actually care about what I have to say?" Ali smirks and Kim pushes herself in Ali's face,

"People don't care about you at all"

"Really? That's why I'm all real and you have a hunk of plastic that is now pushed way to far in my comfort zone" Ali cocks her eyebrow,

"Ugh I hate you!' Kim yells as she runs off

"Stay away firm my girl. Stop making comments or else you'll be 6 feet under" Toby tells Brendon.

"Careful Toby. You wouldn't want another murder would ya?" Brendon smirks as he and his group walks off.

I hate the world

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God writers block sucks.

I have no ideas for this book.

Im trying guys