Purity (Needs to be edited, ON HOLD)

Chapter 26

Sorry guys.... I'm going to do the jump.. It's bothering me that no ideas r coming snd I've waited 5 days....

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Spencer
5 months later

the last two months of school has been... Manageable.

Thankfully it's done.

My mom has made more effort to help me and be there for me. She is warming up to Melissa again which is great.

My father ignores and avoids both of us, but whatever.

My friends have been very helpful and supportive.

Alison also put Hanna, Aria and Emily in their places, last time they make/write a blog.

I'm 9 months, can literally pop any time.

I know Toby doesn't want this, he's just being supportive for me... But I'm not the happiest about this either, but I stand by my word I can't give it up. I couldn't, I'd hate myself for ever.

Toby has been busier at work and he's barely home again.

I know he's doing this to get us more money, but partially not to be around me.

He was the care free guy who did what he want when he wanted, this is going to change him.

He's going to have so much more responsibilities, I am too. But we can try and make this work, we have to.

"Hey. How are you doing?" Melissa asks as she enters out apartment after work.

"I'm okay" I shrug

She grabs two water bottles and joins me on the couch, handing me one

"Thanks" I smile

She returns it.

"Do you know approximately your due date?" She asks

"I believe they said the 15th but I'm not exactly sure" I sigh

"That's in like, 6 days" she reminds me

"I know"

"Sometimes it comes later." She nods

"Trust me, I've tried to tell myself everything to calm down, nothing works. This is big Melissa. I-I don't know how to do this"

"Neither did I, but I was in the same position, us girls are strong and determined, we have so much will power. I still have no idea how to do it, but know I'm here for you."

"Thank you. It means a lot to me"

"Anyday" she nods "how's Toby"

I let out a big sigh "when you find out, let me know"

"It's that bad huh?"

"Bad? I wish it would be bad, then I'd know why we weren't really talking. Like I mean, I get that he's nervous and stuff, but I am too, then again he probably thinks I'm more ready since I said to keep it. But we don't talk properly. He comes home late. He eats dinner, watches a bit of t.v, heads to bed with me, watches a bit of t.v and falls asleep. He's up and gone before I wake up and repeat. It's just annoying and lonely. If you didn't live here and mom didn't come here almost everyday, I'd be so lonely" I tell her, honestly