Chapter 28

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A.N... Labour scenes make me uncomfortable to write so Ima skip it.

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5 hours later

Not as long as a lot of the labours you hear about.

A lot last over 7 hours but mine was faster....and....something unexpected happened.

I didn't just get one baby... I got two.

Yup, a baby girl and a baby boy.

Amber Rachel Cavanaugh and Roshaun Tristan Cavanaugh

As panicked as I was when I saw their faces my nervousness and fear of being a mother at 16 went away.

As panicked as I was when I saw their faces my nervousness and fear of being a mother at 16 went away

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They are just so beautiful.

Toby didn't show up, at all. Neither did my father, but I'm not mad about my father, it's Toby who I'm mad at.

I hadn't called him after we talked but Jenna, Cassidy and Melissa kept trying.

He made his bed, he knew what was going down he just chose not to come. Nothing I can do, I'm not his mom, I can't force him to do anything.

"So I guess getting both girl and boy clothes works out" Lucy says and we all laugh.

I love how calm everyone is being, there's no stress or panic, just calmness and love,

I just focus on the two beauties in front of me.

1 week later

We've been home for 4 days now, and not once did Toby come home, not once did he visit the hospital.

Even my father sucked up his pride and came to give a visit to his younger daughter who's life changed.

Obviously he was upset when he saw Toby not there but felt proud cause he told me Toby wasn't someone to be with. I had to lie to him, saying he tried so hard to get someone to cover his shift but couldn't so he had to go to work.

Everyone, even my mother went along with it.

The babies are with Melissa as I walk downstairs to make something for us to eat,

Just then the door opens and Toby is standing there.

I wanna say so many sarcastic and bitchy things  but I keep my mouth shut pretending he's not there.

He walks into the kitchen and stands beside the island, I can feel his gaze on me.

After me going on as if he's not their he speaks up.

"Are you really going to pretend I'm not here?" He snaps

"Yeah, because you pretended I didn't exist for 9 days" I spit, finally looking at him

"What did you want me to do Spencer?"

"I don't know... Maybe show up! Support your girlfriend! Meet your children" I yell, slamming the knife down on the counter.

"Children?" He questions

"Yes. The doctors assumed because I didn't want to know the gender I didn't t want to know the amount. We have twins" I sigh

"Why didn't yo-"He pauses

"Why didn't I what? Call you? Oh I tried that. But someone was throwing a tantrum"

"Guys, I know there's a lot of tension right now, but please. The yelling is making the babies cry" Melissa tells us as she runs downstairs quickly only to run back up seconds later.

I let out a breath before turning back to what I was doing.

"You know, you told me you'd be there for me even though it's rough and hard and you don't fully support it you support and love me so we will work it out. I was sure you meant it. I mean, you've never to,d anyone you love them, you told me that yourself and Cassandra too. You told me it was different with me. But it doesn't feel any different. It feels as if Im just some random person that you knocked up and you can come and go from here whenever you please" I tell him honestly.

"I'm sorry. I don't intend to make you feel like that. It's just....I'm not used to this. And I'm not used to showing love, it's a rare thing for me since I've never really gotten it. I don't know how to do this, I'm scared and I'm taking it out on you" he sighs

I turn back to face him, " I don't know how to do this either, but I have to try, because it's less about me now and more about them"

"I know... I have to work on it... I'm sorry Spence" he tells me as he walks towards me.

"Everyone makes mistakes, but please can we talk about it next time, instead of fighting"

"I promise"

You've heard those words before my brain tells me, I know it's right but I feel he's more genuine now.

"Do you want to go see them?" I ask

"Please" he nods

He takes my hand in his and we walk upstairs.

"I never knew how much I liked seeing my feet" I chuckle and he laughs.

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