Melrose • Dolan Twins

課 051

R A I N E
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••• 12am •••

I just feel so alone.
and it's not that I need someone
well, it is
but not someone certain
just somebody who will
give me the love
that I crave
Anyone.

But I haven't been loved for a long time
i realize that now

I have shut everybody out
Until there were nobody else
To love me

I know now that I'm human
That I, too
Need a lovers touch
And kind words

That i'm no different
That I crave affection.

I don't like being human.

••• 1am •••

We ran with the biggest smiles on our faces without a care in the world.

We were so happy back then.

The night when you first broke all your rules...

Remember that Gray?

-

"You're seriously out of your mind." Grayson said with his mouth agape.

I laughed and shook my head at his reaction, giving his shoulder a light, playful push.

"Shut up, you're such a pussy"

"No I'm not!" He said defensively, causing a smirk to spread on my lips.

"Prove it."

He sighed deepely and slumped his shoulders, as he raised his hand to grab the spray bottle.

"Are you sure we'll be okay?" He asked for the millionth time.

I chuckled and nodded. "Just do it Gray. It's just you and me here"

"No security cameras?"

"Nope."

"How are you so sure?"

"I, uh-" I trailed off rubbing the back of my neck as I chuckled awkwardly. "I accidentally shot it a few weeks ago"

His eyes widened.

"No one noticed tho" I raised my eyebrows and hands, chuckling.

He shook his head in disbelief and turned to the wall.

"Can't believe I'm doing this" He muttered to himself as he began spray-painting the wall.

He finished drawing and return the spray paint, smiling from ear to ear.

••• 2am •••