The End (GxG) (Sequel to The Middle)

Chapter 23

-LYNN'S P.O.V-

    I fall over and over again for this woman every second I am with her. Which is all the time. Which I could die right here, right now and be happy because she is in my arms.
   She tried so hard to stay awake for me. And it's adorable how much she fought just to spend more time with me. I'm never leaving though.
   To her heart beat. To her breathing. To how beautiful all she is.. I fall asleep with her.

"Ly.."
"No."
"Ly.."
"No, Koala. No." I turn my head away from her.
   She licks from my neck to cheek and back to earlobe.
"J..Jamie."
"Wake. Up. I. Am. Hungry."
   I laugh at her and turn back. Opening my eyes to a damn angel is something I will never get use to.
"Feed me."
"How come you can't order it?"
"Consists of moving."
"Why can't you move?"
"My wife."
"I didn't do shit, J."
"You said I wouldn't be walking. And I can't. So fucking help me."
"I could always fuck you."
"Lynn."
"Hold on, if you can."
    I sit up and she latches to me. It takes me a second before actually getting out of bed. She holds on with all she can. I look down at my phone.
"It's 5 in the morning, Jamie. Why the fuck are we up?"
"Because we haven't technically ate in 2 days."
"I did. A LOT."
   She smacks me.
"I diiiddd. It was delicious."
"Lynn." She pulls back enough to look at me.
"I'm hungry. Either feed me or I deny."
"You'd deny your wife?"
"No, would you?"
"Reversed on me. Nice. No, never."
    We order and wait.
"Movie?"
"I don't know. I'm pretty set on going back to bed after we eat."
"We just woke up."
"Who said it was for sleep?"
   A knock at the door made Jamie choke. I sat her on the chair and put my robe on. Another knock at the door and I open it.
"Mrs. James?"
"Yes." I smile. Fuck that's.. an amazing feeling to be called that.
   I pull in the cart, thank them and close the door.
"Good mornings, Mrs. James."
"You pick weird times to read my mind, babe."
"Nope, Ly. I'm always in there."
"You literally are always on my mind. Mental highfive for the zillions of meanings behind that."
   She laughs at me. "You're so beautiful. And cute."
"You're only saying that because I've got bacon."
"No. I mean, that's a perk. But no. It's true, Ly."
   I lean down and kiss her lips before sitting next to her. We eat and her moans to each and every bite just relentlessly make me ache for her touch. And she knows it.
"Are you going to do that when we have kids?"
"Probably."
"So if they start making moans to each bite, I can blame their mom?"
"I take no shame."
"I have a feeling when that actually comes to pass, your words now will be meaningless."
"Probably."
    Not going to lie, I really want to have Alex.. soon. I'm so excited. The little angel in my dreams.. I can't wait to meet her. But we want to wait. Don't we? I push the thoughts aside.
   She rests her head on my shoulder.
"Sleepy, Love?"
"No. Just want to be held but there is a chair in the way."
"Hm. Want to take a quick shower and curl in bed?"
   She leans her head up and kisses my cheek. Her lips lightly brush my skin as she speaks. "Please." And she kisses me again.
    Even the smallest of things have me blushing. Come ten years she will still have this affect on me. Though I don't want our honeymoon to end, I'm looking forward to going back and buying a house for us. Settling in. Getting a dog.
    The thoughts race but I keep them from her listening. I carry her to the shower. It takes her a few minutes before she actually detaches from me..Which I never like letting go.
"Can I have a kiss?"
"You only ask when you don't want to lean up."
"Exactly."
"Koala."
"Please?"
"Nope."
    She groans and puts her hand at the back of my neck, pulling me down to her. Her lips take in mine hungrily. I kiss back with all I have, wrapping my arms around her waist.
    The kiss lasts until it can't and we can't breathe no more.
"Thank you." She smirks.
"Lazy."
"I took the effort and pulled you down. That's not lazy."
    Her hands reach up into my hair and her nails scratch against my scalp. I moan out to the feeling. I don't know why but it's one of the best feelings in the world.
   Not topping her tongue. List goes her holding me, her kisses, tongue, fingers, touch, skin, warmth, scratching my head... And a lot of other things, millions of other things.
    I can't help but grow a giant grin.
"Thank, babe."
    I laugh and nod. "Of course you heard that."
"You're so beautiful, Ly. Everything about you is perfect to me. And like your list, mine is probably more longer. Maybe more detailed too."
"Mine gets detailed. Not in the beginning though."
   She stand on her tippytoes and kisses my lips. And this. This is beyond cute to me.
"Mhm" she lets out in our kiss.
   I lightly bite her lip as the kiss parts.
"Dangerous, Ly. Very dangerous." She speaks when I let go.
"Aw, what's my little Koala bear going to do?"
    She smirks. "More like what Heartfire is going to do for her Sire."
"F..Fuck.. that's hot."
"Mm. Will be."
   She climbs out of the shower and gestures me to follow. I turn off the shower quickly and do. Though I feel a breeze from stepping out if a hot shower, I'm burning up.
   Not even a cold shower could fix this.. She dries her hair a little and I do so too... Though I know she's doing it to tease me.. like I've teased her.
   She grabs my hand and leads me to the bed. She crawls back on it before taking my hand again and tugging me on top of her. I straddle her hips and she takes my other hand and brings both to her lips.
   I can't help but smile. "You're adorable, Koala."
"And you're a beautiful goddess."
"Well, I mean you did call me god lastnight."
"Fuck yes I did."
    She kisses my hands again.
"Now, climb to throne. I would like to see how I can take affect on a goddess."
"Highly. Without even being sexual. Highly, My King."
   She smirks. "Take throne, Heartfire."
"Yes, Sire."
    She helps me climb up before taking my hands again. Her tongue licks across me and I let out a sigh of relief. I really.. really want this.
   Her tongue stations at my entrance and she squeezes my hands. I slowly slide down. Her tongue taking me in... or me taking her tongue in... either way, fuck.
    Her hands squeeze lightly again and I start to ride. The feeling of her warmth go in and out... The feeling of her lips as she softly sucks at the same time.
   Already in an ecstasy trance, I will come soon. Every time it's new. Like a drug I will never get use to how high I get.
   Though the pleasure sends me into a trance, I am in no help with my moans with them being loud and free. I want her to know.. that it's her that makes me feel this way. That it's always her that makes me feel like this.
   The bliss takes over and I grow tense quickly. The feeling of her warm tongue... Her lips... The way she holds my hands.. all sends me into a release.
   And I call out for her loudly. "JAMMMIEE." If one were not to hear the loud moans before and after her name, they'd think she was killing me.
   Which she very well could be... with pleasure. If I died right now, fuck... I'm already in heaven.
   I continue to ride as because she doesn't signal me to stop. And it builds quicker than the last. I close my eyes and drink in every ounce of pleasure.
   Mixing the growing ache in my thighs with the already intense pleasure seems to make it even more so better. Like pain and pleasure is an odd mix depending on what exactly. Like there are things I think Jamie and I for sure would never try.
   So some pain in pleasure makes it pleasurable... Like biting..spanks.. The thigh pains from riding.
   Trying so hard to take my mind off of coming is difficult. I just want to give.. to have release.. But I also want to hold it for her instead of ending it so soon.
  But that's not in my favor. I release to her again.
"JAMMMIE"
   I feel a light pull as she suck. I continue my ride because I wasn't given a signal. I don't mind. I love it. All of it. Every last bit.
   When we release to each other.. we only call each others names... Not Sire.. or Heartfire. And I love how that is. I don't think I could live without her yelling my name to me at her climaxes.
    My moans getting louder and the pain on my thighs grows... soon I will end up giving to exhaustion.. no wonder she always does after riding..
   But I enjoy how I can make her tick til she is out. I didn't let her do it to me before because I was always afraid of not hearing her words before we sleep first.. But she promised.. vowed..
"J..Jamie.. Jamie.. Jamie.. Fuck... J.."
   I'm losing myself.. my thoughts are going next to light speed. Either thinking of everything or going completely blank. I can't hold myself anymore.
   I squeeze her hands tightly as I come for her.
"JAMMMIE."
    Her hands squeeze mine and I stop my hips. She pulls back and takes my sweetspot in her lips. She lightly sucks on me.
   The intensity. My thighs pain. My legs shaking.. all to her every move. And my moans are nonstop.
    Just as easily as she builds me up again, she tears me down. She nips at me and I give.
"JAMMMIE.." and.. I really.. Really let go.
   She's quick to catch me as I release for her. She sucks for it all. God I love how.. She does this. The feeling..
   After a little bit, she finishes cleaning me and signals to get off. Which I collapse next to her, everything trying to slow down... My heart...my breathing.. Everything.
   She climbs on top of me and rest her head in her favorite spot, the nap of my neck. I wrap my arms tightly around her.
"I didn't get to gi"
"No need, Ly. I know you're too tired to."
"Mm." Very right. Now everything slows down and continues to slow.
"Ly.." She whispers.
"No."
"Ly."
"You know I can't unti"
"I love you, Ly." She cuts me off with a whisper.
"I love you too.. Koala.." I give to my weariness.

   I feel the body heat remove from mine. Cold.. it's very cold. I open my eyes enough to see Jamie run for the bathroom.
   I prop myself up and wait til she gets back. I know I won't be able to sleep without her. I never can.
    And everything in my world drops in an instant the second I hear the one thing I prayed I never hear again.