The End (GxG) (Sequel to The Middle)

Chapter 46

-JAMIE'S P.O.V-

     A breeze takes me by surprise as my boxers are pulled from me.
"Lynn. We can't. We still have a lo"
     I'm cut off by my own moan as her hand touches my lowers.
"..t to pack."
"We have a little time."
"Not for what you're going for."
    Within a second her fingers slide in me and I moan out loudly.
"Don't worry about it." I hear her laugh darkly.
     Her fingers remove after a few thrusts. She spread my hips apart and her fingers are replaced with the toy. I scream out as she pushes it in quickly.
"Too much?"
"N..No. Sudden. W..We.. don't.. have the ti"
    The thrusts in me, my moan cutting me off again. I can't fight it anymore. Everything begins to burn and ache for more.
"Fuck me."
"And here I thought you didn't want it."
"JUST FUCK ME." I yell.
"Ooooo. Eager."
"Heartfire."
    Her hips stay rested against mine. I throb and my body begs for release.
"Fuck me. Please."
"You beg?"
"LYNNDSIE. FUCK ME." I yell at her.
     She laughs and thrusts her hips once.
"How do you want it?"

     Why is everything so cold? I wake up cold...
"Ly?"
"Bathroom."
     I sigh. I hate when she leaves and I'm still asleep. I hate it.
     She walks back in a moment later.
"I didn't want to wake you."
"But you know if I'm not in your arms while sleeping, I will wake up anyway."
"Fine, I'll wake you."
    She climbs back on my back, her hands go between my stomach and the mattress and I sigh. Her warmth taking me back over.
"We do need to get up eventually and pack, you know. We've only got half the room done. We still have to be the tv and other stuff. And then pack up the furbabies."
    I hesitate... "will.. dad let.. us take her?"
     She sighs. "I don't know, love. We've always shared Daisy."
     Something in my heart pings. A pain. I don't want to leave her behind.
"We'll work it out. We are her mothers afterall."
     I laugh lightly. "You're her mother."
    Daisy jumps on the bed and headbutts me. She always knows when we talk about her. I crinkle my nose to prevent a sneeze.
"No, no. I do believe that would be we. Besides, once you became my gf. My fiance. And now wife, we share everything. She's your daughter too. The moment I knew she loved you, she was instantly yours just as much as she is mine."
     Some odd reason I felt like I was going to cry. From the beginning I was that important?
"Yes. You are to me, Koala. From the very beginning. Through my fuckups and all."
    I laugh lightly and shed a tear. "I never thought I would find a love. I always thought I would be alone forever. That no one would want me because of my medical issues. That no one would get that close. And I was always afraid to love anyone after my dad. A fear to lose them... a fear.." I feel tears fall.
"But look at me now." I laugh lightly. "I have a daughter. A son. A wife. About to move into our own house. And eventually another furbaby. And then Alex. I'm so happy. I have a purpose."
"Did I go too hard earlier?"
"Shut up, asshole. I was trying to have a moment and you ruined it."
    She laughs and kisses my shoulder.
"I just love my life. I use to hate it, every single bit. Then came you... And you're everything to me."
     She tightens her hold slightly. "Mm. Will you Marry me?"
"I'm already married, Mrs. James."
"I really love being called that."
     I smile. Daisy licks my forehead. "Does Daisy have a middle and last?"
"No. Just middle."
"Ooo. Do tell."
"Amara."
     I smile wider. The dream fills my heart quickly. Soon, Alex.
"So, technically since we're now married, she would be Daisy Amara James." Lynn says and kisses my shoulder again.
"How does that sound to you, Daisy?"
    Daisy purrs to Lynn. Zeus jumps in the bed and sneaks across the mattress. He pounces Daisy and Daisy jumps.
    Both Lynn and I crack up laughing. "Good job, littleman."
    He meows and headbutts me. "Why must they headbutt me only?"
"I have no idea."
     Lynn leaves slow kisses on my shoulder and up to my neck. With my head turned slightly, it gives her the room... She kisses my cheek.
     I smile instantly. I love this woman.
"As much as I hate doing this, again. We must finish. You want to start clearing the game systems?"
"A nerds dream."
"You can go to school for that, you know. We can get you into game design."
    I sigh. "Yeah, it would be fun. But I don't think we have the time right now."
"We'll make time. After we move in and things are settled. It shouldn't take you long to get through school."
"What about the shop?"
"I can take care of that."
     She kisses my cheek again. "Think on it, J."
    She gets up, her warmth gone and I'm instantly sad. "It's okay. I get sad when not in your arms too."
    Daisy headbutts me and I laugh lightly. I get up, ignoring my sore and wobbly legs, and go to the far tv in our 'living room'. I gather all the gaming stuff. My OCD kicks into overdrive.
"You don't have to do all that, you know?"
"Let me organize it. You know it will bug the shit out of me if I don't."
"You're so weird."
"Thank you."
     I quickly wrap the cords and put them neatly in the box.
"Can I get two towels, Ly?"
"Why?"
"To wrap the stations, obviously. What if something happens to the box?"
"Got it." She throws the towels at me.
     After everything is packed away we both flop on the bed.
"Did we miss anything?"
"Besides the fridge and cat things, No."
    Her hand reaches for mine and I take it. Our fingers lock and I smile. I turn my head to her.
"I'm excited, Jamie."
"Me too."
     After what seems like forever. "I be pillow?"
"I don't care as long as I can hold you."
    I smile. I lay on my stomach and she takes her place. I smile to the warmth taking over again. I love the feeling of her being so warm.
"Koala."
"Hm?"
"In my dream where you told Alex you were with Tim. I called her the cutest thing."
"Which was?"
"Panda."
     I laugh lightly. "So I'm Koala. She's Panda. And what would Tim be?"
"I haven't gotten there."
"And what would you be?"
"At that point?"
"Mhm."
"I'll be mommabear."
    I laugh loudly. "Mm. But first you're going to be my babymama."
     She goes silent before she bursts out laughing. "Yes."
"Are you scared to?"
"No. I mean, probably in the moment I'll be scared.. But I know the little angel that will come after. It will be worth it."
    I smile.
"So. What type of dog are we getting?"
"A pitbull."
"Really? I love them."
"Me too."
"Jamie, we could train to have it to be your seizure dog."
"I don't know, Ly."
"Maybe not the best idea."
"No. It's a great idea. I just don't know yet."
"We'll see." She yawns.
"Ly.." I whisper.
"Jamie.."
"Ly.."
"No."
"Ly.."
"No."
"Ly..." I whisper softer.
"Nn."
"Ly.."
"Nn. C..Can't.."
"I love you, Ly." I whisper lightly.
"I love you too, Koala." She falls asleep.
     I love this woman. Everything seems so perfect. So beautiful.
     To her warmth. The heart beat against my skin. The light warm breath against my shoulder... I sleep. I sleep to her.

"This is ridiculous."
"No it's not."
"Babe, do you have to carry me through the door every time we walk in the house?"
"Yes. Yes, I do."
"Put me down, dumbass. We have boxes to move in."
"But I want to hold you."
"And I want to actually move in and not live halfway at dad's and halfway here."
"Jaaaammmiiieeeeee" she whines.
"I'll deny."
"Oh but we both know you won't."
"Totally right. But still."
    She finally lets me down but quickly takes my lips. The kiss takes my breath away quickly and is filled with hunger. I moan against her lips before pushing her back.
"Nhm. Boxes. Let's go."
"Baaaaabe."
"Lynn, dad will be here in less than an hour with the bed. Mike and Zack behind with the other furniture. HELP ME."
"So unfair."
"What's unfair is the delay you're causing. The sooner we get this done, the sooner you can fulfill your promise."
     Her eyes brighten quickly and she nods. She kisses my cheek before walking off, I follow and we bring boxes in.
"2 days is too long, Jamie."
"I know, I'm dying. But think of what is at the finish line, Ly."
    She looks at me and smirks. Her eyes turn dark and her thoughts turn dirty.
"Save that for later, babe."
"Damn it, Jamie."
"YOU WANTED TO MOVE IN SO SOON, LY." I pick up the next box and walk away.
"I knooooowww. But I didn't think about how busy we would be."
"Mmmmmmm." I moan out and tease.
"Please don't. I'm so close to dropping this box and taking you right here right now."
"That has all our picture frames and stuff. You better not."
    She sets the box down. She walks over to me, slow and sexy.
"Lynndsie, I said not right now."
    She leans down and licks across my lips. "But I'm horny."
    I tried so hard. So very fucking hard not to laugh. But I almost fall to the floor in laughter.
"I'm serious, Jamie."
"I know. I am too. But it will be worth it."
"It's not worth it right now. I neeeeed you."
"Lynn, I'm going to kill you if you don't stop."
    Her face quickly deadens. Her eyes start to turn clear. Sadness sets.
"You're such a dumbass. I was kidding. Kind of. I said stop becau"
"You girls want to help a bit?"
"se your dad is here." I finish.
    Her eyes turn her natural grey and is filled with relief.
"Yeah, Dad. Just a sec." I say. I turn back to her. "Are we okay?"
"Why wouldn't we be?"
"Because I saw the sadness."
"I thought you meant it in a bad way. So I thought you were extremely serious."
"Nope. It's cause your dad. Otherwise I would be just as tempted to take you here and now."
"Let's go, tease."
    We run out and help dad with the bed. After bringing it upstairs, he finally gets a good look around.
"Wow, it's beautiful."
"Yeah. It really is."
    A shout from downstairs. "LADIEEEESS."
"Zack." We all say at the same time.
    We run down to him and Mike walks through the door.
"Hey sis."
"Hey Mikeyboy."
"Take it back."
"Nope."
"Jamie. Take it back."
"Nope."
    He launches for me and I move out of the way. "I said no, Mikeyboy."
"JAMIE. TAKE IT BACK."
"NO."
    He starts walking towards me.
"No."
    He stands over me and kisses my forehead. "Dick."
"EXCUSE ME."
    I pick him up and lift him over my shoulder. I walk out of the house and into the backyard. Weird we have a pool..but also a lake? It's nice though. I throw him in the pool.
"JAMIE. WHAT THE FUCK BROLO?"
"Make a mess on my floor, you clean it up, Mikeyboy."
"Fucking asshole."
"Thaaankk youuu." I sing out.
    I walk back inside and everyone stares at me.
"What? He called me a dick."
"I love her." Zack says and starts laughing.
"Thanks Zack. I love you too."
    We help them pull in the furniture. Mike still gloomy. Before they leave, he kisses my cheek.
"You did good, sis. I'm so happy for you."
"Hey, wait."
   He stops in his tracks to his truck.
"Help Abby more with the wedding. She wants your opinions too. And not just your encouragements. Put effort into it, okay?"
"I'll try."
"Thank you."
    He waves as he leaves. I walk back in to dad and Lynn, both staring at me.
"I married a romantic hero."
"Shut up." I smirk.
    She smiles and lightly laughs.
"Can you guys move the stuff around yourselves."
"I carried and threw a nearly 200 pound man into a pool. I think we can handle this."
"You're crazy. She's crazy, Lynn."
"I know."
"Thank you."
"I have work. I'll see you guys later."
"After we set everything up, we'll drop by for Zeus and Daisy."
    He waves and leaves.
    I was relieved that he said we could take her. I don't think I could live without her headbutting me every other morning to feed her. Or always get my face flopped on.
    Lynn wraps her arms around me and kisses my cheek.
"We did it, babe."
"Yeah. Now to move the furniture."