The End (GxG) (Sequel to The Middle)

Chapter 85

-JAMIE'S P.O.V-

     It's fun. This is fun. Though her heart is giving her away. Damn it's loud.
"I'm going to let you sit in your own shit for a second."
"That's gross." She hesitates. "Fuck."
"Really now?"
"Son of a bitch."
     Her hands raise in the air as I slide the door open.
"So. You thought that was funny."
"The closeted part was pretty funny too. Cause I'm pretty sure I'm married to a woman. And openly admit as we hold hands everywhere that I enjoy pussy."
      I tried so hard not to laugh. I shake my head and walk away. I strip down to my sports bra and boxers, her eyes linger to my ass. As usual.
"Why do you always start at my ass?"
"You have a bubblebutt. It's cute and sexy."
     I flop on the bed and do snowangels in the blankets. I love doing this. It feels fluffy and makes me cozy.
Lynn straddles me as I'm distracted.
"Babe."
"Love."
"Ly."
"J."
     Her soul sucking grey eyes draw me in. Her smile grows quickly.
"So. I was thinking."
"That's never good."
     She bounces on me in excitement.
"I was wondering something."
"Hm?"
"For our anniversary. We should go on a vacation."
"Or I could just buy us wine and we have a nice movie night."
"But I want to be alone."
"Ly."
"We can give Alex to dad for a while. You know he loves taking care of her."
"Lynndsie."
"Maybe a few nights alone."
"Babe."
"Okay, 2. Long weekend?"
"Lynn."
"Work with me damnit."
"It sounds nice. Any time alone with you sounds nice."
"So yes?"
"Yes."
"Will you Marry me?"
"Fuck no. I'm not spending another night of my life away from you."
"Tragic. I really wanted to marry you."
"I though you were married Mrs. James."
"I am. Most certainly am."
      She leans down and kisses my cheek. As she pulls back, she sighs.
"Yeah, I know, Ly. Long day. Need rest."
She nods to me. Sadness takes over her eyes and they turn clear.
"Ly, it's okay. We had to work."
"I wanted to come home and be with you. Love you. But I know I'll fall asleep before either of us get near off."
      I laugh lightly. "I be pillow?"
"I'd like that."
       She climbs off me. As I roll on my stomach, she takes no time to get in her spot. Her weight feels wonderful on my back.
     Her hands slide beneath my stomach. I hum to the warmth she gives me. I love how warm she is.
     She lightly kisses my shoulder and nuzzles closer to me. If I had to live without this woman, I surely would be dead. I just love her so much.
"Jamie." She coos me.
"Hm?"
"Koala."
     Damn..
"Koala.."
"Nn."
"Jamie."
"I love you, Ly."
"I love you too, Koala." I faintly hear her as I fall fully to sleep.

"Momma. Momma. Momma. Momma." Alex keeps repeating.
"I'm working, Alex."
"Momma."
     I turn and look to her. She holds up her scribbles. I smile. "Very pretty, babygirl."
     I turn back to my work and begin working again.
"Uh-oh."
     Yep. Definite uh-oh.
"Alex."
      I look down and she grins. Oh the frustration... I text Rose.
~Diaper Duty. Literally.
~Great timing. I'm hungry. Go for lunch. -Rose.
      I put my phone in my pocket and swoop Alex up as I leave my desk.
"Soon we're going to be doing uh-oh's in the toilet like a big girl, Alex."
"I'm a big girl."
    I don't think it's normal for her to be so inclined with talking. I mean. In 7 months she went from 2 to 3 words to full on sentences.
      Yeah, Lynn and I have been teaching her a lot. But damn she's a fast learner.
"Momma."
"Yeah?"
"Where mommy?"
"Mom had to work today like momma did."
"Oh." She pouts. Her eyes turn clear like Lynn's would. God she's so much like Lynn.
"Cheer up, babygirl. Mommy will be home when you wake up from your nap."
"NAP."
     Damn this kid is like me. It's so bad. I deny it all for kicks but she's all me. She's got my OCD, obsession with food, love for sleep, and believe it or not... my birthmark. I don't understand how that one is possible.
      I hold out a pull up for her.
"Can you do it?"
"No."
"Babygirl, you won't try?"
"No."
      She's got my stubbornness too. And maybe anger.
      I lay her down and start to change her. She grabs a stuffed animal and hugs it. I can't help but smile to it as I finish.
"Nap time."
"Momma's bed?"
     I pick her up. Almost instantly she starts to fall asleep. She's lucky. I want a nap but I can't sleep properly without Lynn.
     Before I lay her down on our bed, I make a pillow fort. She curls up against one of the pillows and holds the teddy bear. We've tried for her not to but she sucks her thumb while she sleeps anyway.
     Finally. Finally. I slip back into my chair. Lunch isn't over but I don't really care. I just want to get my share done. Rose never minds.
     Though, yes, she does worry. I have problems when I don't eat. But I can manage it. I ate breakfast.
        Starting again, at least I don't have much more to go. Stopped by a text message.
~Eat, Jamie. -Lynn.
      Even from the shop to her she always knows my thoughts.
~I love you, Koala. You do need to eat though. -Lynn.
~Fuck. I'm going. I'm going.
~I should be home a bit early. -Lynn.
~Alex is KO in our bed.
~Where you wanna be. -Lynn.
~Damn right. I want a nap. It's unfair.
      I can feel Lynn roll her eyes. It's a weird thing but I can feel it. And hear her laugh at me. Ugh.
     I get up and quickly make a trip downstairs. Thinking. Thinking. What is one thing Alex won't wake up to eat?
       Jesus that's a weird fucking question to ask yourself. I laugh to myself and grab a protein bar. Running back upstairs.
     Well. She's unmoved. So. Good?
     Eating while working again. Still too early for Rose to come back, maybe I'll get done early. If she checks mine quickly, she should get off early too.
      I'd twin thing but I can't. Which means things I don't like to think about. I know she's my best friend and I should be happy for her, I am. But it's weird cause she's with my sister.
     Still weird even though it's been... fuck.. 7 years? I can't even remember.
Rose pops back on and I'm already halfway done with all I need to get done. She searches my codes for errors quickly before she starts bouncing codes back at me. On my side, I'm done within an hour.
      Searching her codes through errors isn't hard. She hardly makes any, same with me. At least we aren't doing a game code today or we would be working full day.
     I don't even know the day is over until Rose texts me again.
~See you online tomorrow. -Rose.
~Yep. Might visit later, don't know yet.
~Let Zee know. -Rose.
      Yeah, figures. I shut down my computer and crawl into bed next to Alex.
~Baaaaabe. If you love me you'd get dinner.
~What do you want, asshole? -Lynn.
~Nuggets.
~If I do that, you can't eat Alex's. -Lynn.
~That was her fault. She didn't want them.
~Mhm. -Lynn.
~Okay. -Lynn.
~Should be home in an hour. -Lynn.
     I have an hour. An hour. What the fuck do I do in an hour to myself?
     I have no life pass Lynn and Alex. This is maddness.
      Minecraft. Mm.. no. Black ops.. though Lynn might get mad again. She hates when I play without her. But I'm bored and stabbing people is fun.
       Jesus. She's right I sound like a psycho. But it's fun. It iiiissss. Just to hear the dude say humiliation over and over with a laugh.
     Around 5 matches in, 17 deaths and 36 stabs later Lynn walks in downstairs.
"J?"
     I turn off the system and run downstairs.
"Hey babe."
"With a smile like that, I'd say you were killing people."
"I'll be in the codtv." I joke.
"You played without me?"
"I was boooorrrreeedd."
      She pouts. I hate it when she pouts.
I stand up slightly and kiss her pout away. But in the end it's always me that smiles after the kiss. I mean, she does too. But not like I do. I love her too much.
     Perfect moment until I hear Alex cry.
"You didn't wake her?"
"Noooo." I sigh.
"Dinner time."
     I lean up and kiss her cheek quickly before running back upstairs.
"Babygirl, why are you crying?"
      There are some times where she loses all words and just cries. Which, understandable because she's not exactly suppose to be able to speak in full sentences.
      Her cries continues. God her eyes are so Lynn's. As she is sad I can see it in her eyes. They're clear and full of tears. She breaks my heart like Lynn does with this look.
      Her arms raise in the air for me to pick her up and I do. I hold her close to me as she cries in my shoulder. I never thought something pass Lynn would break my heart but here I am with Alex crying her eyes out for no reason and I feel my damn heart shattering.
     I walk slowly downstairs. She keeps her cries. God damn.
     Lynn hugs us both. "Why you crying, Panda?"
"Mommy?" She sniffles but stops crying.
"Yeah, Alex. I'm home from work."
"What did I tell you, Alex? Mommy would be home when you woke."
      Alex looks from my shoulder as Lynn pulls from the hug. Not going to lie, I'm a thousand precent sure Alex loves Lynn more than me. I hand Alex to Lynn, despite Lynn's glare to my thoughts.
     She leans over and kisses my cheek.
"Panda, I brought food."
"Food?" She sniffles and wipes her snot on Lynn's shoulder.
      Fuck yes for payback. That's way worse than drool. Lynn's face cringed to it. I only smile and walk into the kitchen.
      We sit and Lynn is giving me death glare the whole time. It's already time for Alex to go to sleep and she won't fuss. She's too tired.
"Uh-oh."
      I love how she likes to tell us when she shits. It's like. Hey. I shit. Clean it so I can go to fucking sleep.
"Mommy."
     Lynn sighs. "Yeah, Panda, let's go."
     She lifts Alex from her highchair and heads upstairs. Penelope on heel as usual. I clean up the kitchen before heading upstairs myself.
       Flopping face first on the bed and doing snowangels in the blankets. This time of day is the best, I think. When I can finally retire to bed and not have to leave for shit. Well. Maybe leave for that but still.
       Lynn straddles my ass and her hands rub up my back slowly. Oh the feeling is amazing and I moan to it.
"Sire."
"Heartfire."