The End (GxG) (Sequel to The Middle)

Chapter 81

-LYNN'S P.O.V-

     She said momma and mommy. Within a 2 minute period apart. I'm excited. I knew she could do it.
    But I'm also sad. Cause we are packing up all her things in the car... and..
"And? And what, Ly?"
"She crashed."
"Yep. You owe me 200 bigbooooyyyy." She rubs her victory in.
"I'm in love with a fucking moron."
"Yeah, yeah. But hey. Her sugar crashes have always been our benefit."
"Sleep."
    She lightly licks her earlobe. I nearly choke. Nearly.
"And then sleep."
      And the world has been set on fire and I'm hungry.
"But I at least want a surviving chance, Ly. You never let me take you out."
"On a date?"
    She slaps my arm. We climb in the car and she sighs.
"Ask yourself this. How many times have I actually been able to do anything for you in sessions?"
     I think back... ...Okay.. so.. I like live off of her moans...
"But I want you."
"Okay, okay. Well work it out."
"And not just once. I want a damn happymedium."
    I'm having a sex talk to my wife. This is nice. Just a sex talk. About how she wants me more than I let her have.
"Exactly."
"Okay, J. Okay. Jesus. We will work it ouuut."
     I'm just a greedy lover. It's not my fault. I just like to overplease her...and it works.
     We pull in the driveway and she grabs Alex.
"I'm going to change and put her to bed."
"Leave me to the bags?"
"Rephrase. I'm going to take our daughters shit filled diaper off and give her a clean one and then put her to bed."
"Now you say it that way, getting the bags sounds much better."
    She laughs lightly and shakes her head. I watch... Her ass... sway as she.. goes in the house..
     I think maybe.. since day one.. I've always liked staring at her ass. I can't help it? I mean I probably could but I don't care to try to help it.
    I carry all Alex's gifts in and our bags. I bring them up to her room quietly and set them down while Jamie is about to lay her down. The look Jamie give Alex always melts my heart.
     She looks up and smiles wider to me. I walk out and into our room. Almost immediately as Jamie walks in, she starts running and belly flops on the bed and does her snowangels.
"How old are you?"
"YOUNG enough." She yells against the mattress.
     I can't tear my eyes from her perfect ass. And of course she knows I'm looking. I sigh and straddle her hips.
    Raising her shirt, I start to lightly massage her back. I've always enjoyed doing this because it gives me moans... And it benefits her more than it does me.
     She sighs. "Mom caught her talk on video, Ly."
"She did?"
"Yeah. She said something about making a disk out of it. I don't know."
"Now I guess the hard part."
"That being?"
"Teaching without cursing. Cause I know you'll be having problems with that."
"That's not true."
     I push against her back and rub up harder. She moans out for me. I smirk but continue to massage.
"I want you."
"But don't you want a massage?"
"It's great, yes. But I want to eat dessert."
    I climb off of her and she rolls over. "Strip for me."
"Are you serious?"
"Yes, Ly. Strip."
     I start taking off my clothes slowly. Starting with shirt, pants... then bra and panties...
    She pulls me on top of her, her hands cup my cheeks. She smiles and her eyes fill with nothing but pure love.
"You're so beautiful."
"So I'm told."
"And will be told every day forever."
"And always. Don't forget always."
"Still mocking me on that?"
"It was cute."
    She leans up and claims my lips. Her hands drop and a moment later cup my other cheeks... She sneezes my ass and I break the kiss to laugh at her.
"Why laugh?"
"No reason. Just thought it was funny."
     She pushes me off and I roll on my back. In barely 2 second she's bareskinned. She's so beautiful, all of her.
    She crawls on me and straddles my hips. Our parts touch and we both moan out lightly to each other. I wrap my arms behind her neck and tangle my fingers in her hair as I pull her down to me.
    Her lips so soft as always. The kiss deepens quickly when we both moan to her hips moving. I love when we come together.
     I can feel her wetness throb against my own clit. Our moans make it too hard to breath and she pulls back from the kiss. She leans down and kisses my neck between moans.
     She licks up to my ear and lightly bites. As she pulls away... Her lips.... still partially brushing against my ear as she moans to me.. It's unbelievably sexy...
    I'm ready and I need release.
"Please.." I breath our between moans.
"Together?"
"Forever."
"And always."
    We release together. And she collapses on me. I wrap my arms around her and hold her close to me.
     She sighs. "I'm sorry."
     I laugh lightly. "It was the cake, wasn't it?"
"I may or may not have had a few more pieces than you thought."
"How many?"
"Fiiive?"
"Seriously, Jamie?"
"Maaaaybe."
     I laugh again. "You're so ridiculous."
"But I looooveee yoooouuuu." She pulls back and looks at me..
"Do you love meee? Even though I lied about how much cake I ate?"
"Is that all you lied about?"
"Okay, no. I had candy too."
     I smile and shake my head. "Anything else?"
"Not that I know of. I'm a completely honest person with you. Expect with candy and cake."
"I think you're forgetting something."
"You know about the i"
"Ice cream? Oh Yeah."
"I'm sooooorrrryyyyy."
"You're adorable."
    She does a cheesy smile. And.. then she groans. "I'm too tired. I over ate."
"Sugar."
    She nods. "But you didn't say if you love me still."
     I can't help a giant smile. "You'd think something so small would change my love for you?"
"They were really big pieces of cake."
"I will always love you. But probably not as much because you didn't share."
"You were buuusssyyy."
"What was I doing?"
     She mumbles but I can't hear.
"Hm?"
"Putting.. Alex's.. things in the car."
    I burst into laughter. "That's what you were doing?"
"No?" She noticeably questions the answer.
"Uh-huh."
     She lays back down and kisses my neck lightly. 
"I'm sorry."
"Yes I still love you, Koala. Nothing could ever stop me."
"I hope."
    I lightly squeeze her in my arms. "Earlier... your thoughts.. I  hope you know that what happened a year ago today isn't something I want you to feel bad about. Alex was born, Jamie. Our babygirl. She was born. It wasn't something that should hang over your head thinking one day I'll remember it and hate you. I could never hate you."
    I feel a hot tear sting against my skin.
"I'm sorry..."
"Koala, what is your reason to be sorry?"
"The cake. The candy. The ice cream. It isn't just her day... It's yours too. You are the reason today even happened at all. It's my fault the only thing I could fucking do was stand there and hold your hand."
   I sit us up quickly and cup her cheek. "You think that would make me hate you? Because a year ago I went through some pain to give us Alex?"
    Her tears fall and she nods.
"Jamie, how could you think such a thing? There is no way I could ever hate you. And I'm not mad. Koala, we have Alex now. Who talked to us for the first time today too."
    She smiles a small smile...but it's a smile.
"You are the love of my life Jamie. Nothing will change that. And Alex, I wouldn't have her if it wasn't for you. I wouldn't be here if it wasn't for you. I'd probably be in a fast food chain job, rent a crappy apartment and be alone forever. But I'm not because I have YOU. You're what makes this house a home. You're the reason our daughter spoke to us today. You're probably the reason why there wasn't any cake left." I try to joke and she laughs. I smile to her. "My world is nothing without Jamie James."
"The cake, that was my fault. You probably shouldn't let me order the cake and not expect something like that to happen."
     I kiss her forehead. "It's you, Jamie. You make me who I am today. Without you, I'd be nothing. With you, we have a family, a house a home, each other."
    Her arms wrap tightly around me and she rests her head on my shoulder. I give her as much time as she thinks she needs to hold me like this. When she's finally ready, she lets go and I lay back.
"I love you so much, J. No matter where we are in our lives, I will always love you. A forever and always is all I ever want from you. Just you being in my arms is all I will ever need from you."
     She lightly kisses my neck. "Marry me?"
"I'm already married. I love her too much to ever even think about a life without her."
"Lucky woman." She mumbles.
    So tired from sugar... sex... crying... She's just ready for sleep but is holding on so she can talk with me.
"Koala." I coo.
"I love you, Ly."
"I love you too, Koala."
     I know that this day is my day in a way too. I did go through hell to bring Alex in the world. But Jamie feels like it's her fault. That she was useless. Honestly, I wouldn't have even been able to do any of this without her.
    If it wasn't for Jamie by my side each step of the way, I wouldn't be here. I need her more than she gives herself credit for being there for me. There is no me without her.
    My thoughts start to slow down quickly. I fall in a deep sleep with Jamie in my arms, in my heart and mind. To her heart beat. Her even breaths. Just her.