Poems of Me

I am Dearly Sorry My Old Friend

10/6/14

We tried to be friends, yes there's that

But one kiss away and it's the end of that

I'm sorry for doing it, forcing it on you

I'm sorry for saying sorry, it's overused

I didn't mean to get in the way of things

I didn't want to hurt either of your feelings

It was a humane mistake for both of us

And now it seems that you've had enough

To say I'm sad is an understatement

But to say gut-wrenchingly pained is too blatant

I guess I should've seen this coming from the start

When you sat next to me on the bus, our frien'ship took part

I smiled at you and welcomed you into my torture

And you did help, in your own way, to give me closure

You say it's your fault, us being no longer friends, your choice

But different things would be said if only I had a voice

Now what happened to the promise we made, I ask?

Well, sadly "forever" is in the past

But why then? Why not when it happened the first time?

Why not then? Rather then the last time?

You see, I slowly fell for the young boy of 2013

And I guess I sadly mistook the heartbreak for a dream

But now... Even if you've said goodbye

My heart, my love lies within our time

I wish we could start over again.

Goodbye,

I am dearly sorry, my old friend.