Alice

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27/11/14
The fact that every time I say
"I'm fine," I'm telling white lies
Through my teeth and skin
That feels so paper white and thin
Except the bags under my eyes
Are dark as hell but I'm "just tired"
And knowing every day I won't sleep tonight
Is just more words for I'm always lying
I'm suffocating
In this world of hatred
Laced with poison that makes me
Need saving
From a rabbit hole of illusions
Makes me think I can't win
Plus all of these delusions
Are screwing
My mind until I'm blind
From the thoughts I'm stuck behind
Try to unwind
But I'm not designed
For hallucinogens
And old demons calling again
So Imma cry
Until they find
I'm gone with the life I left behind
Although it's sad
I'm rather glad
You got caught in this fad
Because now I'm madder
Than the mad hatter
But all the best people are
It's just you've run out of cards...

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