Poems of Me

The Truth About Me

4/8/14

I'm sick of this

I feel so tired all the time

And I totally miss

Just feeling fine

I just want to be alone

To have no one interrupt my solitude

But when I am alone, I feel so cold

And I end up loosing this feud

Sometimes I want someone to just hold me tight

To make me believe I'm worth it

That it's gonna be alright

And it's best if I try to fake it

I don't like to be touched

On my shoulders or neck

I was choked there once

It's a story I won't forget

I push people away a fair bit

Say I'm fine or I'm just tired

They look at me and know that's not it

And they push the subject, getting me wired

I end up hurting people too much it seems

I do apologise to them after though

But "I'm sorry" soon looses it's meaning

And again I earn a foe

I gave up a while back

Taunted with real depressing thoughts

I don't try to achieve where I lack

I've lost a battle that I shouldn't ever have fought.