26/4/14
My mission,
Addiction
Taking over control from the inside
Eventually being the calm of your life
And you take another breath
Or a swig, too much causes death
It'll make you happy
Stress free, not sappy
Delusion, gambling a good time
Soon the money'll run dry
You be pulled into too much debt
And you'll have to sell, barely any of your life left
The kicks and punches
The KO's and the bad guy's hunches
Laughing menacingly
"Come play with me"
Price tags matter not
So you just buy the lot
Maxing out the credit cards in store
And still, you want more and more
You're feeling down
Crying without a sound
But you can't live without the negativity
The glass has to always be half empty
You need to change your appearance
Maybe a little cosmetic lift of face
No markup for the plump lips
Just a shot of morphine and a needles tip
Want some ink on your body
Maybe a mermaid or something folly
But you don't stop at one
Just pretend at fifty, it's still fun
Forget the ink, prefer the scars
The blood running from my arms
I need to do this
I can't not deserve it
Well these addictions
Follow many descriptions
But there are quite a few more than these some
And you never know, do you have one?
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A/N
This is about different types of addictions, I knows there's a few I left out (like sex, overeating, kleptomania, body mutilation, etc.) but I didn't really want this poem to be any longer so... Yeah...
Thanks for reading these, if you are.
From Gemma.

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