Poems of Me

My Silent Plea

29/11/14
Now we both have demons I can't stand
But I'll help you through it if you take my hand
See we've been fighting all our lives
For a life in what's right

These feelings are stronger than you know
I'm not going to break with another problem to hold
It's entirely your choice to choose
But either way there's things you'll lose

Every day, every hour to each second passing
I'll be sitting here waiting for your calling
And you never will, hung up on her
But hey, your choice to choose for

How many times have I hurt you again?
And yet you choose her, against all odds, to win
I said that I was sorry, yeah, it was my mistake
But I didn't want to hurt you with my problems, babe

Look, I have horrid things you don't wanna get to know
I broke you off so I had nothing for you to show
I'm crying by this point and hurting like hell
You're mad, I understand, I'll just deal with it myself

Just understand I apologise
And that I don't want to be the bad guy
I hate you being hurt and pissed
It's another problem upon my list

I have a lot of stuff to sort out
From my relationships to my stupid doubt
I know that you know that among other stuff
You can see it if you look enough

So that's... What's? Umm... 3 people's lives I've ruined
4 if you include my own, God, what the hell am I doing?!
I'm done with this
Done with my mess

I'm sure you are too.