your imagination is one of the most powerful assets you own
one shots of bts and gfriend!
the day they showcase their friendship will be the day i die from happiness
I thought I was the luckiest girl alive but it turns out, I was wrong.
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"O my gosh, he winked at you!" My best friend, Eunha whispered to me.
I smiled back at Jhope and continued walking to my class. I was the most popular girl in my school, plus, my crush, Jhope, keeps on flirting with me. Everyone thought I was perfect. Perfect hair, face, skin, life...... but I was just hiding everything. It was me against him, but I lost.
When he asked me to be his girlfriend, I obviously said yes. It felt like a dream but it was actually happening. Other girls gave me looks of jealousy. They wanted to be me, have my life. Now that I lived through what happened, I would gladly trade.
At first, everything was normal. You could call it a relationship that people were envious of. But this would be my first and last relationship I would ever be in.
"Hi SinB." He smiled, showing his dimples. "Namjoon is having a party tonight, wanna come?"
I didn't even hesitate to agree with him, "See you later, beautiful."
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I curled my hair and zipped up my glittery gold strapless dress. I wanted to show him that I was worth it. I wanted him to think, Wow, this girl is stunning.
But it was all a lie. He didn't love me truly, he only cared about my looks.
I arrived at the place. Loud music blasting throughout the place, a disco ball illuminating stars, laughter and chatter filled up the huge house.
"I've been waiting for you." He grabbed my hand and pulled me into the backyard. Surprisingly, there was no one out there.
We sat on the small bench and looked up at the sky. The sun was almost setting, making the sky look pink.
"Thank you for coming." He looked at me. He grabbed my shoulders and turned me towards him, making us face each other.
His gaze landed on my lips. My soft, pink, lips. I could tell he wanted to kiss me, but he hesitated before actually doing so.
He leaned in, murmuring into my ear, "SinB....."
And then he kissed me.
My first kiss was with my crush, now my boyfriend.
My mind went blank at that moment. Even though I knew it was going to happen, I was still shocked.
We pulled apart and he led me back into the house. He went to get me a drink so I waited. A couple of guys kept checking me out, licking and biting their lips. Jhope came back and kissed me right on the cheek in front of everybody.
"I'm going to kill those guys....." he mumbled under his breath. At that moment I thought it was cute that he was so protective of me but the next thing that would happen, I would never forget.
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I was at another party. But it was at his house this time. I again wore a strapless dress but it was black and tight on me. It brought out my curves which I didn't know I had.
"Sexy..... I can't wait to lay my hands on you tonight." He growled at me when he saw me.
He offered me a wine but I didn't want it. He didn't want no as an answer so he forced me to drink it. I get drunk easily and I kinda lose my mind when I do. I gulped that drink, burning my throat as I did. He brought me another glass of wine. I was already drunk at that point so I drank that glass too. He kept on handing me glasses of wine, around 6 glasses I drank.
He could tell I was very drunk so he decided to take advantage of me. He carried me up into his bedroom. You could probably tell what will happen next so I won't describe it too much. After all, this scarred my life.
He pushed onto the bed, placing all his weight on me. He kissed me on my forehead, neck, lip, body. Next he pulled my dress off of me and unzipped his pants.
That's when I blacked out.
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The next morning I could clearly tell what had happened to me last night. I kept on sobbing until no more tears came out. I thought maybe it was a mistake and he was drunk too so we got carried away. But that was not true.
That day we met up in a coffee shop. I sat down and waited for him. I saw him pouring milk into his but then he blocked my vision so I wouldn't see what he was pouring into mine.
I thanked him and drank it. My brain was spinning and I my vision started to get blurry. He drugged my drink.
"My head hurts..." I say, touching my head.
"Let's go to your house so you can rest." He drove me back to my house.
I lay on bed, my eyes closed until I heard a quiet hush.
"We are going to have some fun..."
I wasn't myself at that moment so I let him do it. The same thing he did last time at that party.
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I don't know how many times he did it but it was a lot. I knew I should break up with him but I was too scared. He was using me just for that. I felt hopeless.
I decided to break up with him in front of everybody, so he couldn't hurt me.
"I'm sorry Jhope but I wanna break up." I quietly say.
"Oh SinB," He smirked. "You finally had enough of me."
Those were the last words I heard from him. I avoided him every time I saw him at school. I still thought he would something to me.
But that was my story, the story that has engraved into me. I didn't know that people were not the same as it looked like.
Jung Hoseok, thank you for giving me this experience that has ruined me.
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This year I only want to be around the people that love me, not the people that pretend they do."
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Wow, I finally updated! Surprising right? 😂 Sorry I've been inactive lately. Stupid school and homework
It was my first time writing something with the topic of this so idk if it was good or not.
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