*This part does have sensitive topics; rape and abuse will be mentioned in this chapter, please skip if this isn't something you are okay with*
3rd POV
-=-=-=-=-=-Cry dragged Felix into the bedroom and threw him on the bed violently. He quickly slid off Felix's pants, followed by his boxers. Then he took off his own pants and boxers before forcefully pinning Felix face down on the bed with his left hand.
Felix's POV
-=-=-=-=-=-=-"S-stop. D-dont!" I cried as I felt Cry's fingers glide to my entrance.
He roughly pushed 3 fingers inside of me, then chuckled slightly when I tightly grabbed his hand. He pulled his fingers out and took the belt from his pants, tying my hands behind my back.
He placed the tip of his member against my skin and grabbed my hair. He roughly yanked my hair back has he forced his way in me. I bit my lip to avoid screaming. He wouldn't like that very much.
"You're still as tight as ever." He softly chuckled as he started thrusting into me.
Each movement going a little deeper, stinging a little more. His member started getter harder. It started to become numb as the the pain became to much.
Darkness.
My vision blurred as my mind took me away from this place; Took me away from reality, to a place of peace. A place without the pain of a man cast among another. Rather, the love of eachother.
Silence in my head took over my thoughts, not daring to go back to reality. In the darkness, was peace. The silence was not chaotic or lonely; rather an escape from the pain and suffering. This is where I was ment to be.
Away from people.
Away from the world.
Away from responsibilities.
Away from life itself.
Most of all;
I deserved to be alone.
A/N (Please read)
I hope this isn't that mentally scaring... Thank you all that commented on my last part telling me to continue. This is all for you, I just want to make you happy. I want to give others happiness to escape my own disasters. Thank you guys SOO much for giving me that opportunity.
For those who were like me; who felt useless, who felt worthless, please listen to this.
You are important, you have the courage to exist. No matter how hard it is now, it will get better, trust me. You are worth it, believe that within yourself. Believe in yourself. I believe in you, please let yourself believe.
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