Lilac Lover

Profound Love

Froy loosened his grip, he tossed to the other side of the bed and lay still. He covered his face with his hands. Isabelle got up and straightened her dress, she leaned onto his side. She said "I know you wouldn't hurt me .." Froy whispered "What if I did?" He got up and looked away from Isabelle he felt ashamed from what he tried to do, he promised himself he would never force himself on Isabelle. Isabelle held his face and turned him towards her. She said "I don't believe that you would ever hurt me." Froy looked at her, his eyes gleaming with sadness. He mumbled "How can you be so sure?" Isabelle said "Because you care for me." Froy said "Izzy I have this weird darkness in me, I'm afraid it will take control on me. And I'll do something that I might regret." Isabelle said "Froy till I'm here that darkness will never control you. We all have a dark side, but if we have our anchor we don't need to worry about anything." Froy said "Would you hate me if I would have forcefully kissed you?" Isabelle said "I wouldn't."

She felt a warm liquid trickle in her, she grabbed her stomach, the little cramp arose in her. She whispered "Oh shit." Froy panicked. He asked "What... what is it? Izzy?" Isabelle said "Can we go to a medical store?" Froy said "Why what's wrong?" Isabelle said "I think I got my period." Froys eyes went wide never had he ever thought about this side about a girl. He surely new what it meant and how a girl is to be treated, but he was so sacred that he would do something stupid. Froy got up and said "Okay so I'll get whatever you need, just wait here." Isabelle said "So I assume you know what type of tampons I wear?" Froy face turned red as he said "Fine just come with me."

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Isabelle grabbed all the required items, she picked some painkillers as her cramps would anyways kill her. Froy came with his arms full of chips, ice creams and chocolates. Froy asked "Do you need anything more?" Isabelle said "No I don't even need all this." Froy said "You crave things, it's my job to fulfill my girls cravings." Isabelle blushed, she loved this boy, he was so cute and panicky. It really made her want to kiss him and love him more. As they walked out of the store, Isabelle felt the cramps in her tummy, she clenched her stomach and sighed. Froy asked worriedly "Are you okay?" Isabelle replied "Yeah.. just the pain in my stomach." Froy wanted to take all the pain away he didn't want Isabelle to experience any harshness. They drove home with Froy continuously enquiring about Izzy's health.

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"Aaah!" Isabelle groaned as she turned in bed. Froy sat next to her. She was in pain since Morning, she skipped lunch and just tossed in pain. Froy sat next to her. He said "Here.. let me try something." He began massaging her stomach. He put minimum pressure on the abdomen to ease the pain. Isabelle felt her body lighten. She said "Mmm.. feels better." Froy smiled. He carefully turned her around and massaged her back. He said "Izzy your so strong. Your bearing all this pain plus your bleeding, I mean your like some superhuman." Izzy mumbled "I wish I was superman you know Atleast I won't feel so much pain." Froy said "Your seriously so strong, I mean imagine myself bleeding from you know... anyways Izzy take rest. I'm here okay." Isabelle stammered "What.. what if..I stain the bed?" Froy said "So what I'll clean it... anyways I'm going to cuddle with you since Romeo hasn't yet returned." Isabelle said "Id like that." Froy slipped in with her and continued massaging her stomach. He loved taking care of her, she never asks for it but he loved to be protective and caring about her. He had decided that soon he will ask her to be his girlfriend.

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Romeo climbed the stairs of his room and saw matt sitting and watching tv. He opened the door and said "Matt they took the last deal we had." Matthew stood up angrily. He mumbled "That shipment would change our lives, it was the biggest drug community deal. Damn it!" Romeo said "Now they have a lot of gun power and the city runs under them.. it's best if we take off for a while." Matt stared at Romeo confused. Matt said "Your telling us to run away?" Romeo said "I'm not telling you to run.. I'm telling to go underground for a while. We need our men back, to kill Hernandez we need an excellent strategy. For that we need to prepare." Matt said "Ill leave for Spain as soon as possible bring in as many men as I can." Romeo said "Ill go to New York, ask old friends for help. I think Froy will be safe in his mansion outside New Orleans." Matthew said "so its done then after one month Romeo we meet in New Orleans." Romeo continued "And we take down Hernandez." They both smiled at each other. This was beginning of a new end.

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"You've got to be kidding me!" Froy laughed. Isabelle pouted at him. They were engrossed in a deep discussion of food and movies. Isabelle said "I can't believe your laughing at me!" Froy coughed, he said "Look your afraid of clowns... Izzy clowns are made to make people laugh, they act stupid and trip everywhere." Isabelle said in a low voice "But I'm scared of them." Froy leaned in next to her. He held both of her arms and rubbed his thumbs against her skin. He looked in her hazel eyes and said "You don't need to be afraid of anything. As long as I'm here, I will protect you always."  Isabelle looked at him in awe, he was her angel. He barely knew her yet he was ready to fight for her to help her. Isabelle said "There is something else you should know about me." Froy shifted closer and signaled that he is listening to her carefully. Isabelle said "I don't like reading romantic novels other than Romeo and Juliet." Froy said "Oh.. okay... so I won't ever buy you a very romantic novel, I swear." Isabelle smiled. She asked "Anything you want to tell me about you?" Froy sighed and said "Other than I miss my car. I don't know what to tell you." Isabelle said "Tell me anything, anything that you hate or like?" Froy said "Um.. I guess I don't really like my lifestyle." Isabelle interrupted "Why not? I think your a badass!" Froy said "Wha.." Isabelle continued "I'll be honest with you when I actually got to know that you are into gangster stuff. I was blown away... I mean it's amazing." Froy smiled, he said "I can't believe this, any other girl who would see me with a gun would run away screaming... but you just seem so impressed. Izzy I'm not a good person, I kill people, I'm a murder. I do deals in drugs... I manage every mafia related issue in Orleans..." Isabelle said "That still doesn't make you a bad person." Froy looked at her confused. After she knew his truth, after she knew what type of a man he is and what type of dangers he lives with she still chooses to see a good side in him. Isabelle leaned in closer, their breaths fanning on each other's faces. Isabelle said "You might show yourself to be a bad person, you might believe it..." she kept her hand on his chest and continued "But I know that here.. there is a heart. A heart that feels, a heart that wants love. A heart that won't let anything hurt me." Froy didn't smile, he didn't even know what emotion he was feeling. Froy said "If something happens to you because of me.. I won't be able to forgive myself." Isabelle said "And what if nothing happens to me... then maybe we can really look cute together." Froy smiled at her. He pulled her into a hug. Isabelle loved the feeling of staying in his arms, how protectively he drapes his arms around her. Froy said "Are you still experiencing cramps?" Isabelle said "I feel a lot better, but I wouldn't mind some chocolate." Froy pulled away from her and stood up from the couch and said "On it hermosa." He pulled a chocolate from the grocery bag and gave it to Isabelle. She opened it and ate it like there was no tomorrow. Froy chucked at her cuteness and said "I really love you Isabelle." Isabelle said "But I don't." Froy stared at her wide eyed. He said "Say it again." Isabelle said "I don't love you."  She laughed and moved away from Froy. Froy carried her and said "Izzy take it back or else I will tickle you!" Isabelle yelled "Okay! Okay! I LOVE YOU!" Froy said "That's my girl."