I Still Love You (COMPLETED)

Chapter 30

"You may now tell each others vow", sabi ni Father.

Binigay sa akin ang microphone pero dahil windang pa ako sa mga nangyayari ay ibinigay ko ito kay Ethan.

"Ikaw na muna, Love", sabi ko. Natawa lang naman sya.

He cleared his throat, "May, Love. I never knew that this day would come. Na matatali mo na ako sa'yo ..", sabi nya at nahampas ko sya sa braso. Natawa naman ang lahat.

".. The first time I saw you when we were just in high school, that day I realized that I found the one. I found the girl who will makes me happy, the girl that I dreamt about, the woman that I will truly love and the love of my life. For all those years that we've been together, masasabi kong I'm contented with my life dahil makasama lang kita, I'm beyond happy but not all relationship are meant to have happiness all the time ..", mahigpit ang hawak nya sa aking kamay dahil naiyak na ako sa mga sinasabi nya habang sya naman ay pigil na tumulo ang luha.

".. Until I broke you and our promises are gone. I don't really know why I'm breaking up with you that time because all I know is I'm a jerk for breaking the heart of the girl who gave everything to me. I disappoint everyone who loves you even my parents were frustated of what I have done ..", pinunasan nya ang kanyang mga luha.

Huminga sya ng malalim habang hawak hawak nito ang aking kamay at nakakatitig sa aming mata, ".. I'm sorry for being insentitive to what you feel, I'm sorry for disappointing you, I'm sorry for causing you so much pain. I'm really really sorry because of the decision that I made before .."

Hilam na sa luha ang kanyang mukha habang ako naman ay pigil na pigil ang hagulgol, masisira pa make-up ko eh.

".. But then I realized how lucky I am to have you. You gave me a second chance kahit na malabong mangyari yun because you really suffered so much pain when I wasn't with you .."

".. Love, thank you for everything. Thank you for giving me a chance. Thank you for loving me unconditonally. I won't promise you anything but I will do my best to be your husband, a father of our children, a provider to our family and a man who will always be with you in sorrow and in pain, in sickness and in health, for richer and for poorer, I love so much, Love. Forever and always", sabi nya.

Napaiyak na ako. I never thought that I would love a man who can makes me more happier than I thought he can be.

Umiyak na rin sya gaya ko but this time, he's smiling at me. Napatingin ako sa pamilya ko and the people around us, umiiyak na rin sila because of happiness.

"The bride", si Father. I smiled at Ethan and he does too. My heart is really beating fast than usual. Sa sobrang kasiyahan siguro and I feel that Nanay Loren is with me.

"I love you too", I cleared my throat, "I just make it short and clear. Windang pa kasi talaga ako", sabi ko and the crowd laughs. Ayoko namang mag-iiyak na lang kami sa kasal namin.

"Love, noon pa man I promised to myself na kung sino ang unang lalakeng mamahalin ko ay gagawin ko ang lahat na maging sya na talaga ang magiging katuwang ko sa buhay. When the time that we both decide to end our relationship, I was disappointed to myself. Nasabi ko sa sarili ko na 'Ano pa ba ang kulang sa akin?', but then I realized, siguro hindi pa yun ang right time para sa atin. Na hindi pa tayo para sa isa't isa dahil bumitaw agad tayo sa pagsubok na dumaan sa relasyon natin", I said and I saw him crying while holding my hands tightly. I just smiled at him assuring na okay lang.

".. Pero nakaya natin lahat, Love. Hindi ka bumitiw sa tayo. Hindi ka naggive-up sa akin kahit pinagtabuyan kita. Hindi ka nawalan ng pag-asa kahit wala namang kasiguraduhan na babalik pa ako sa Pilipinas ..", And I'm crying already.