Blue

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Neveahs Pov:

Neveah: Blue omg I can't believe your here

Blue: Surprise sister... Gosh I missed your hugs and congratulations bitchhh. She says jumping up and down

Neveah: Thanks girl... I really missed  you and you look great all grown up

Blue: 20 never looked this good.... and girl for 24 for you never looked that good.... you look hot... she says while taking my hand and spinning me around

Neveah: Thank you my secret is-(gco)

Aubrey and Faith: Hi auntie Blue we missed you so so so so so much... They say while giving her hug

Blue: I know I missed you guys too... Then she starts crying

I grab her and we go sit on the beach so I can figure out why she is crying because it seems like something is really bothering her.

Neveah: Hey Blue whats up?

Blue: Don't worry about me it's your birthday and you just got proposed to you should focus on that and spend time with Jake.

Neveah: No I am not going to leave my sister here in a bummed mood.... If everything is way to overwhelming we could go back to my house and Jake and I could end the night.

Blue: No-don-don't worry about it I just miss him Neveah. She says while crying in my shoulder

Neveah: Miss who?

Blue: I miss Andre I was so selfish and was protecting myself and not worrying about his future and he probably doesn't know me anymore.

Neveah: You're his mother he will always remember you and once he is 18 you can get him out of the system and get to know him and apologize to him and you guys can start over even though it might be a little too late

Blue: But what if it is too late I became an addict fall in love with the wrong people and fucked my life up they took my son away before he even turned 1 he won't remember me he will never forgive me. Do you know all the shit those caregivers are probably telling him about me... "your mom was an addict" "she didn't love you" "you were a mistake" I don't want him to forget about me Neveah I loved my son I miss him sooo much and now I fucked it up

Neveah: Stop saying that you didn't fuck anything up you were in a dark place and nobody cared to help until it was too late. Like I said when he turns 18 you can take him and fix your relationship... I know how it feels to be stuck in the system and hoping some family will take me in but Andre will be lucky to see his own mother coming for him and not some random person

Blue: I think you're right hopefully I have the courage to do it and he allows me to take him out the system.

BACK AT HOME**

Once we arrived at home Blue went straight to the guest room and was knocked out so i decided to go tuck Faith and Aubrey in because I hadn't talked to my babies for a while today

IN AUBREY'S ROOM***

When I walked into Aubrey's room he was in his bed.

Neveah: Hey mama's favorite son. Did you have fun today?

Aubrey: Yes mwommy I hwad wots of fwun. I cwant wait for Jwake to bwe my new Dwaddy Mwommy

Neveah: I can't wait either boo... And you looked so nice today

Aubrey: You two mwommy I wove you

Neveah: I love you too my love goodnight. And then I kiss him on his forehead and turn the lights off and shut the door.

IN FAITHS ROOM**

Faith is always in her books but is also shy sometimes. So when I enter her room she was reading a Dr.Seuss book and puts it down when she sees me walk in.

Faith: Hi mommy

Neveah: Hey princess.. How did you like the book? 

Faith: It is really good mommy and its so perfect just like you and daddys engagement and your wedding. she says while coming to sit on my lap

Neveah: Thank you baby I loved it too I even cried and we know that I try to stay tough in front of you and Aubrey

Faith: Well I loved it and everybody else did too mommy... But I love you

Neveah: I love you too boo goodnight... Then I tuck her in and exit her room

Jakes Pov:

Today for me was awesome. Everything went as planned Neveah's birthday was a success and she even said yes to the proposal I really feel like I am ready to spend the rest of my life with this woman but there is lots if stuff I have to tell her but I think I'll tell her tomorrow not to ruin her night or have her thinking..... But she walks in and damn she's beautiful... She comes up to me and straddles my lap looking me in my eyes like she wants to cry.

Jake: Hey beautiful

Neveah: Thank you Jake... Thank you for everything... Thank you for this... and she holds up her hand with the engagement ring

Jake: Baby don't cry on me please... you deserve it and I knew I would want to spend the rest of my life with you babygirl and that's exactly what I am going to do....

Then she kisses me and brings it down to my neck. I place my hand around her butt and place her on the bed traveling the kisses down her neck and she pulls onto her shirt giving me signal to take it off of her.

Jake: We don't have to do this if you don't want to you know that right... I say while pulling away

Neveah: But I want to... Then she pulls me closer to her and we start where we left off... And the rest is history.....

I know this chapter is short but I just wanted you to know what happened after the engagement...



Angie180x




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