Neveahs Pov: Jake and I decided that it would be a good idea for the both of us to talk. Honestly I'm going to be as truthful to him as I can be and let him know that I still have feelings for Trey if he doesn't like that then I don't know what to tell him.
Jake: I've been feeling like ever since the whole marriage disaster we more so argue then talk and laugh like we use to. I miss you cuddling up with me and kissing me telling me why you're so grateful for me.
Neveah: Jake we will never be the same anymore not today not tomorrow not ever because we've both made mistakes and I guess we still haven't learned from them... I begin holding back my tears... when you came back I was for sure ready to spend the rest of my life with you but within 7 months we're already engaged and 4 months later is the wedding I really feel like we rushed this whole process and we weren't ready for it.
Jake: I know you have my heart Neveah and we don't have to be like we use to I just want you to be my girlfriend but.... are you in love with me...
Gosh the way he said that hurt. I felt so bad for him all he wants is my love and I can't give that to him. I know I have love for him but I am not in love with him.
Neveah: Jake I-I have love for you.... I saw his face brighten up.... but I am not in love with you I'm in love with someone else
Jake: I know
Neveah: what do you mean you know?
Jake: you really think I'm that stupid to let my "girl" go out without programming a mic to her phone that's connected to my phone to see what you were doing. I know you love Trey and you can't love me... you can you just don't fucking want to... if you think I'm leaving you I'm not so you better pray I don't catch you with that nigga or I'm popping a glock in your head
I can't stand but to cry and run to the guest room and lock the doors undressing all my stuff and putting something comfortable on so I can go out to see Blue. I made sure I opened the app "mic" gosh im so stupid, and disconnected Jakes phone. He's so fucking annoying and the fact that he threatened to kill me scared me even more. Did I turn him crazy?
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If I went out with a revealing outfit Jake would just assume and probably go out with me so I just put something chill on.
Jake: where you going babe
Gosh the word babe gave me chills I know I made it clear that I don't see him like that and he's doing this on purpose
Neveah: I'm going out I'll be back
Jake: BUT WHERE
and I just walked out the door I'm grown I could go wherever I want without being on patrol. I decided to stop by a coffee shop and get an iced caramel latte. While I am entering the shop I hear these three boys behind me talking about how I looked good and shit. I just kept walking because they didn't interest me.
