worried again (noooo, really)

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Why do I have a strong feeling that Jack might die

Hhhhhhnnnnnnnnnn

im so conflicted

B/c I kind of WANT someone to die

(Like maybe Jack)

(or Stella!) 

(and DEFINITELY Romeo) 

But I still want my fictional block children to be happy

Maybe

Someone dies

But everyone else ends up happy???

i seriously want TTG to quit the 'doom despair and feels' theme they've been pulling in s2

everything has felt so serious, even the funny parts seem to fade really quick

I mean s1 had some dark moments too...but s2 has just had a really different feel and it hurrtttssss


(oh fuck Mars just came on one my playlist shit shit shit here come the tears) 

(our questions ricochet,  like broken satellites...how our bodies, born to heal, become so prone to die?)

*sniffles and pulls blanket tighter*



i feel like Petra's gonna leave no matter what happens

I swear I have this mental image of her walking out of Beacontown, off to find a new adventure on her own, and Jesse just kinda smiles and watches her go

(Im still so sad and worried about Luktra. I miss their hilarious/adorable/friendly interactions. I miss their awkward kinda-flirting, i miss them just being friends. they had such a great dynamic as a team ;-;)

(Im a bit scared to replay season one because I know im going to cry like mad)

hhhhhhhhHHHHHHHHHNNNNNNNNNNN

-Rush left to work on an art trade- 

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