Rush's Book of Insanity: Part Three

cute headcanon turned sad (basically just typical Rush)

Okay so y'all probably know my opinion on Jetra

Straight Jetra annoys the heck out of me, but I like Jesstra, aka with F! Jesse

(even though part of me finds it FUCKING STUPID that the same ship has different names for the sAME SHIP)

I kinda am stuck between two headcanons

1) where Jesse is asexual but LOVES to tease her friends and they can't even get her back because they know she doesn't have crushes

I play off that one for most of my stories, because I relate to Jesse a lot, and I like the idea of her being the ultimate third wheel but still enjoying life.

But then I thought of this

2) Jesse is lesbian for Petra but will never admit it because she still thinks Petra is out of her league, and steps back, pretending she's not romantically interested in anyone. She might even deny her feelings to herself, trying to convince herself that she's not in love with her friend. She also maybe still tries to set up Petra with Lukas, because she feels like if Petra and her couldn't be a couple, she should at least get to be happy with someone else. Petra never has a clue that Jesse is in love with her, and never sees her as anything more than her slightly dorky best friend.

 

That

That is a sad thing

Rush

You need to stop listening to Vocaloid

Why?

Because that theory goes with this song:
('Lie' feat. Megurine Luka )

ISN'T THAT FREAKIN SAD

IM KINDA CRYING

The song is supposedly actually about Luka and Gumi (one of the many conflicting Vocaloid ships), but dude it fits Jesstra so well (with Jesse as Luka)

(NO, AUTOCORRECT! I MEAN LUKA, NOT LUKAS!)

also

'Lie' is one of the prettiest Vocaloid songs, at least to me. The animation in the video is excellent as well.
Circus-P is one of my favorite Vocaloid producers, along with Yusekekira.

PartofmewantstodrawasadJesstraartbasedonthishhelpme

"I don't want you, I don't need you

I'll forget you, it doesn't matter

I'll play along, writing our song

We are perfect...

I love you

No, this is all wrong

Why aren't you gone?

I know you're not, that strong

Don't, listen to me

We'll always be, so perfectly, happy..."

"And maybe, one day I'll, get to see your smile...in the arms, of someone, who loves you...like I do..."

oh the fEELS

gorrammit

-Rush left to cry over Lie and Jesstra-