Rush's Book of Insanity: Part Three

a LOT of me rambling stupidly (warning don't try to make sense of this)

hi okay so i have wifi for approximately 12 hours and then bye again

so dO NOT SPAM ME OR I'LL RIP YOU APART

i talk to myself when i'm bored

and if i'm REALLY bored, i talk to my little sister

"Fifteen?! Wot da hale are you doing with fifteen-goddamn Ender Dragons?!"

*dinosaur noise*

-Rush 2K18

Also LMAO I JUST REALIZED THAT AIDEN IS NOW KENDALL'S BROTHER-IN-LAW HAHA

Because

I'm Mom, she's Dad, and Aiden has decided he's my big brother

This made sense in my head I swear-

also i do hope none of you are too attached to @BurningTheDragon because im going to murder them :))

do not go through my old books please

when i have 200 notifications of one person going through 3 old books, i want to die

like no

literally

do you want to be responsible for me killin myself because i have to remember how happy and enthusiastic i used to be and now im just a sad blob

nd I've been being an WRITING NUTCASE this weekend so I have no less than SIX Shattered Souls chapters to post, and I need to know if you want me to spam them all at once, or space them out over a while.

Tbh I might just spam, because I got WAY into this story over the time I've been gone, and I'm excited and I want y'all to see what I'm all excited about

also 

Is it Far Lands or Farlands

Fuck

Because I've mostly been writing it as one word an now i'm doubting myself asdfghjkl

and there;s like so many scenes for Shattered Souls that i REALLY want to draw 

but whoa something ate my art motivation

and i can't post drawings of stuff when i haven't posted the chapter where the stuff takes place yet asdfghjkl

TOO MANY CUTE GAY CHARACTERS HELP

AND FUCK I WANT THUNDERHEAD BUT I CAN'T GET IT YET

HHHHNNNN

*becomes sad blob*

also my ability to speak Spanish is like negative 1000

which usually does not affect my life but rn it does and im just hasdfghjkl help plz 

and holy fuck, i hate travelling. 

Also Autocorrect hates me because I don't spell like an American

nd im trying to make a ref sheet for my official new persona but uuuggghhh i hate making ref sheets i stg

i like always forget something and then i have to go back and edit it and hhhh

and unfortunately FD is on minor hold

i just

UGH, MOTIVATION. IDEAS. WHERE DID THEY GO. WHO TOOK THEM, AND CAN I HAVE THEM BACK. 

But i'll work on it soon enough...after my SS inspiration burst dies down

which may be awhile because it feels like all of my motivation for all my other projects have randomly transferred to SS

*goes back to Shattered Souls*

hi

im insecure

also there's a love triangle emerging with the Shards

and Jesse's in my head like 'haha this is all from my POV and i don't care about relationships so have fun with ur cute shipping you weirdo' 

and kind of the reason there's sO MUCH EFFING DIALOGUE in my stories is because i actually hear the characters talking as i write, and honestly i really like all the Shards' voices

especially Jandro

i'm getting 

way

to attached to him

(not in a shippish way, shut up. he's just really fun to write aah)

but tbh i can't choose a favorite of the Shards...i love them all...haha help

nd i haven't drawn in a few days so my hand is all 'haha wtf no'

fun fact-  i type really really fast, so fast that it doesn't rlly sound like i'm actually typing

i didn't notice this at all, until my mom looked over at me and went 'what are you doing, just banging keys on your keyboard?'

and i'm all 'no, im on a roll with my story leave me aloooooone'

and she's just 'you cannot be typing, that's so fast'

and im 'yeah no i'm typing leave me alone'

i can type at supersonic speeds but i apparently can't spell for shit

and my sister's lowkey mad at me b/c I've been reading Shattered Souls aloud to her and every chapter is a cliffie and she's upset because she wants me to read more and i'm all 'yeah but i haven't written more'

ALSO AWU HAS BEEN A THING FOR OVER A YEAR 

WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOP

i first posted it Jan 13th, 2017 and am now absurdly proud of myself for no real reason wtf lol help

also did you know i have too many OCs

haha

help

-Rush left to possibly spam-post Shattered Souls-