~ Jalbert One Shots ~

~ Stitches and Scars ~

A/N: PleASE dONT haTe MeE!

Albert is clearly suicidal in this one. Help me.

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Albert's POV:

I shoved Jake out of the way as I ran towards the bathroom, locking the door when I got in. I couldn't hold it in anymore, and I started sobbing as I fell onto my knees and hit my head against the wall.

Jake Shouldn't Have Said Those Words.

I soon heard Jake's steps quickly ascend towards me. "DUDE I'M SORRY I DIDN'T MEAN TO SAY THAT!" Jake yelled, knocking on the door. I shake my head, still sobbing, as I look for a red bag in the bathroom. I soon found it and opened it, taking out a small black box. I opened that small box, taking out a small, but sharp, razor.

I sat against the door as I began to do what I always did best.

Rip

Rip Rip

Rip

My wrist was like my canvas, and my razor was like my brush. I gave a shaky sigh as I watched the red thick blood fall gently on the floor, slowly seeping out of the door. I'm assuming Jake might've noticed, because he started banging on the door. "DUDE PLEASE STOP!!" He screamed.

My breath hitched as I slowly stand up, and unlock the door. Then came Jake hugging my ever so tightly. He started sobbing and leaned his head against my chest.

"A-Albert please don't do that again, I'm so sorry, I just got worried about you" he stuttered, looking down on my wrists. He started sobbing even harder, and hugged me harder.

"Please, I love you"

Jake's POV:

I finished wrapping Albert's wrist in gauze, and I held his hand. I looked him in the eyes, and I saw pain. I saw pain and love. Deep pain and love. Endless pain and love.

"I'm sorry" he whispered. Sorry may seem like a simple word to people, but in this case, it means a lot in our house.

It has lots of meaning. Lots of pain and apologies.

I sighed softly as I picked him up. I carried him to the couch and cuddled him like a pillow there. I held onto him as if it was the last time I will touch him.

"I love you" I whispered softly against his ear.

"I love you too" came that soft, barely audible, response.

Flashback ;-; :

"DUDE YOU NEED TO STOP CUTTING" I yelled at Albert, who looked scared.

"I-"

"You always say you won't do it Again, but you always do!! What's so addictive about cutting anyways??" I asked, clearly concerned.

".... It's a way to escape reality. To escape pain."

"It's not! It's just adding extra pain and anxiety! Think about it.. having to wear long sleeves all the time and constantly coming up with excuses to cover yourself up!"

"What do you know about cutting" he glared.

I sighed loudly, whispering "your hopeless.."

Next thing I knew I was shoved out of the way by Albert, who ran towards the bathroom, locking it.

spoopy scary time skoop

I sat up on my bed, looking at the time.

12:00 am

I looked next to me, disappointed that their wasn't Albert there. "Albert?" I called, looking around for him.

I started growing concerned because I couldn't find him anywhere. I trudged back to my bed, finding a note from Albert.

Dear Jake,

If you find this note, It's already to late so don't think that I'm still here. I couldn't live with myself hurting you like this, I couldn't. I hate seeing you upset like this, I hate it. I'm not good enough, and I hope you can find yourself a better man or woman.

I love you~

Love, Albert.

I started feeling lightheaded and dizzy. I ran out of my room, and I looked up. I saw a thin stream of blood dripping from upstairs. I ran up there, only to find the blood leading to the bathroom.

No.

I slowly opened the bathroom door, and looked to my right.

There he was.

In the bathtub.

Which was bloody.

Very. Bloody.

I slowly approached him, my eyes growing watery, my legs slightly trembling,

But my heart terribly aching.

I fell loudly on my knees, and I reached for Albert's hand. I scanned his body, growing pale as to what he engraved in himself.

"I love you"

"I'm sorry"

I cautiously went in the bloody water, sitting in front on Albert's bloody corpse. I reached over grab the razor Albert cut himself with, and I got ready.

I kissed Albert's forehead before I did what I was about to do. "I love you"

I quickly pressed the razor down..

And it was all over.

~ Fin ~

I AM SORRY LMAO